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Hey, Scott, it's me.
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Now I'm getting worried,
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so can you just at least
text me so I know you're okay?
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Happier now?
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Much.
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Although, you know,
it's a little empty
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without the boys
playing football,
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running around like idiots
out here.
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If you keep that up,
it's going to be
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- a very long weekend.
- What?
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Torturing yourself
because they're not here.
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All right.
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Oh, shit.
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Hi, Eve. How are you?
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Hey, Mags.
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- Um, are you with Nick by chance?
- Yeah.
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We just got up to the country.
He's unloading the car.
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- What's up?
- I'm not sure.
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I just haven't heard
from Scott in a few days,
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and I'm just
a little bit worried.
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Um, I thought maybe Nick
might have heard from him.
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Hold on. He just came in.
I'll ask him. It's Eve.
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She hasn't heard from Scott
in a few days.
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- Have you heard from him?
- Nope.
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Scott, though, probability is,
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he's passed out
in his own vomit somewhere.
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I'm just saying.
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I'm so sorry, Eve.
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No, Nick hasn't heard
from him either.
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I'm sure everything's fine.
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Scott's been trying
to stay sober again,
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so I... I can't help
but imagine the worst.
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Well, um, thank you.
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Uh, you know,
I'm sure you're right.
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I'm sure it's nothing.
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All right. Bye. Okay, bye.
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Oh, my God.
Talk about disaster.
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I don't know how my sister
puts up with him.
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Oh, you know, it's easier
to ignore the truth
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than to face it.
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Hey, Eve. What's going on?
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Uh, I'm just curious.
Have you heard from Scott?
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At this hour, no.
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Have you ever known him
to get up before noon?
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I know. I just... You know,
I didn't hear from him
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yesterday or the day before.
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And I know you're gonna
tell me I'm paranoid.
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I just... This time, I'm just
I feel worried, you know?
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Yeah, but isn't he back on tour?
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Yeah. They're in Portland
or Seattle. I don't even know.
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All right, well then
I wouldn't worry about it.
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All right? He probably just
got busy after the shows
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and probably just didn't call
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because of
the time difference.
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Yeah? Yeah, maybe. Um...
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Yeah. Okay.
Well, if you do hear from him,
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will you please tell him
to call me?
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Yeah, yeah, of course.
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But trust me, you're gonna hear
from him long before I do.
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All right. Thanks, Andy.
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All right?
- I'll speak to you later.
-Bye.
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Sorry about that.
It was my little sister.
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She hasn't heard
from her husband
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in a couple of days,
and she's worried.
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Oh, no. Should she be?
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Eh, it's kind of par
for the course
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for those two, so...
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But as for us,
I got to tell you,
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I'm getting very excited
about this weekend.
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- Me too.
-Good.
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We should talk about what
happened last night, though.
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Yeah, last night.
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So that wasn't
a bad dream I had.
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Oh, no. That really happened.
What do you think?
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Do you want to talk to her?
Do you want me to talk to her?
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You know, I think it's
probably best if I talk to her.
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But before I do,
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you and I should probably have
a conversation first, right?
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Well, what about?
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Well, about us, this,
what it is we're doing,
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where we think
it might be going.
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Why, are you having
second thoughts?
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No, no.
Seriously, just the opposite.
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This past month,
since we've been together,
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has been the happiest
I have been in years.
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But like we saw last night,
it is complicated.
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The fuck was that?
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- You just hear that?
-Hear what?
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I think
somebody's in the apartment.
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Andy! It's me.
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Oh, are you
fucking kidding me? It's Tina.
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What? What the fuck
is she doing here?
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I have no idea.
I'll be right there!
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Okay. You got to do me a favor.
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Please, just don't come out
and stay here.
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I'm not just gonna
- hide in here.
- Why not? All right?
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Just give me a minute
to get rid of her.
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Oh, we've got
to tell her eventually.
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Yeah, I know,
but not like this.
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Andy. Get out here.
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Okay. I'm sorry.
All right, please.
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Just stay here, and we will
tell her another time.
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Oh, Tina.
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Oh!
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What the hell? What's going on?
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I'm sorry. I dropped the bottle.
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Yeah, I can see that.
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Oh, watch your feet.
Watch your feet.
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All right, don't worry.
I will clean it later.
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- Okay.
- What are you doing?
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What are you doing here?
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I was in the neighborhood...
having dinner.
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Your name came up.
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I was gonna call you,
and then I realized,
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aha! I still have keys.
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So I thought
I would surprise you.
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Surprise!
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Nice. But guess what?
You can't just do this
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and show up unannounced,
all right?
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So I'm gonna have
to ask you to leave.
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I'm sorry.
Now, come on, let's go.
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I just got here.
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The place looks great,
by the way.
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You haven't changed anything.
It's like I never left.
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Yeah, well, I haven't gotten
around to redecorating yet.
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- So please, come on, let's go.
- Are you busy?
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Living a bachelor life,
chasing some girls?
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Hey, don't try and pretend
like any of this was my doing.
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Remember you're the one
who asked for a separation,
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not me.
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What if I told you I wasn't
seeing that guy anymore?
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It wouldn't matter to me
one way or the other.
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I would still
want you to leave.
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Really?
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You know? I don't think
you're being honest with me.
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You know why? Because I know
everything that happens
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in that little head of yours.
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Yeah, yeah, I know you do.
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But guess what,
I'm gonna get my phone,
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I'm gonna call you an Uber,
and you're gonna go.
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But thank you so much
for stopping by.
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Wait. Listen.
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What if I told you
I think I made a mistake?
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Come on. Really?
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What the fuck is that?
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Do we have company?
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We do have company!
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Please, Tina.
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She's got style.
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Where is she? Huh?
Is she in the bedroom?
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She's nowhere. She's...
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-Is she in there?
- Don't go in there.
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You are not going
in the bedroom.
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- She's in our bedroom!
-Come on.
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I'm gonna go find her. Hello!
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Knock, knock, little whore.
You in there?
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Come on, you little whore.
Are you hiding? Come on out!
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- Hi, Tina.
-Are you fucking
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kidding me?
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You and you.
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Okay.
I don't even know what to say.
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W... why don't we start with
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how and when
did this fucking begin?
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Do I talk to Tom? No. No.
Tina was your friend.
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So after the divorce,
we went with you.
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Oh, is that how it works?
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Apparently so.
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So now I have to pick
one of you two.
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- So you heard about us, huh?
- Mm-hmm.
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- Yeah.
- Yeah, sorry about that.
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You okay?
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Eh, you know,
what are you gonna do?
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Fifteen years
was a good long run.
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But if you want,
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I guess you could be friends
with both of us.
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Mm. What if I like you more?
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Did to one another, like... You know what? Shh.
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I don't even want
to fucking hear it.
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Forget it. You two disgust me.
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- I'm so sorry.
- It's all right.
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- Fuck.
- I'm sorry.
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Hey.
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You want to explain
why I haven't heard from you
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in over 48 hours?
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What are you talking about?
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I texted you
when I landed in Sacramento.
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That was three days ago.
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Then I haven't heard
a peep from you since.
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- I was scared.
-Of what?
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I was working.
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You know what a pain
in the ass these guys can be.
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It's like dealing
with a pack of children.
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Oh, yeah,
I know what that's like.
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You didn't make any coffee?
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Three hours ago.
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Three hours ago. Oh.
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Where the hell is the Advil?
My head is killing me.
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It's where it always is.
In the bathroom.
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Upstairs.
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Welcome home.
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Watch out!
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Wrong way!
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Oh, I hate when those
motherfuckers do that.
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I know, and it's like
they do it all the time.
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It's this new phenomenon.
When I first moved here,
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you never saw anybody
on a bicycle.
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Now it's like these guys
on their electric bikes
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going 35 miles down
the frigging sidewalk.
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-Yeah. Crazy.
- It's ridiculous.
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Wait, how long
have you lived here?
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Oh, God. Too long. 1998.
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I followed my brother
and sister here.
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Wow, you've been
- in the city that long?
- Mm-hmm.
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I can't do
another fucking winter.
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Next year this time,
I'm in L.A.
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Oh, I love living in L.A.
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But Scott hates it so much,
so I'm kind of stuck here.
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Oh, did you grow up there?
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Mm-mm, I moved there
when I was 19.
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You know, kind of like
everybody else,
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just chasing the dream.
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Wait, all these years
we've been working together,
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and you never said
you were also an actress.
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No, I wasn't.
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I mean, I'm not.
I... I had a band.
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You were not in a band!
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What? Wait, what were you?
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The singer? Oh, my God,
I could totally see that.
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Singer, songwriter,
guitar player, you know.
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Wait, so what happened?
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Did you ever make a record
or do anything?
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Oh, yeah.
Yeah, we made one great record.
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And then, I don't know, I...
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I don't know. I got pregnant
or the band broke up.
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One... I don't know
what happened first, but...
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Yeah, so...
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But the dream kind of died.
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It's so weird.
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I have not thought about
this chapter in so long.
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And now you are
the second person
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who's recently
brought it up to me.
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I also remember
you were in a band.
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- Mag Scrambler.
- Mm-hmm.
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That's a great name, by the way.
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I mean, not that kids today
would get it.
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Yeah, that was
a long time ago.
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00:14:05,148 --> 00:14:07,716
And you knew my ex,
Stephanie Dawson.
250
00:14:07,847 --> 00:14:10,458
She said you guys were friends
from your L.A. days?
251
00:14:10,545 --> 00:14:14,462
Yes. Yes. Steph, I love her.
How is she?
252
00:14:14,636 --> 00:14:16,159
Probably better now.
253
00:14:16,420 --> 00:14:17,944
We got divorced
a few years ago.
254
00:14:18,118 --> 00:14:19,946
Oh. I'm sorry.
255
00:14:20,033 --> 00:14:21,730
I have a confession to make.
256
00:14:23,950 --> 00:14:25,386
We've met before.
257
00:14:26,430 --> 00:14:28,432
I used to write
for "Spin Magazine."
258
00:14:28,519 --> 00:14:30,347
When you guys opened
for PJ Harvey
259
00:14:30,434 --> 00:14:32,872
at the Bowery Ballroom,
I actually interviewed you.
260
00:14:33,002 --> 00:14:34,569
- You did not.
-I did.
261
00:14:34,656 --> 00:14:37,572
I also reviewed the show,
gave it a rave.
262
00:14:37,659 --> 00:14:39,879
Well, thank you.
263
00:14:41,097 --> 00:14:42,664
Yeah, we didn't get
too many of those.
264
00:14:43,012 --> 00:14:44,361
Well, admittedly,
265
00:14:45,754 --> 00:14:48,235
I may have been a little biased
in my assessment of the show.
266
00:14:48,931 --> 00:14:50,585
I had a pretty big crush
on you.
267
00:14:52,195 --> 00:14:54,197
Yeah, I think
it was the spring of '98.
268
00:14:54,502 --> 00:14:56,547
You guys just released
your first album.
269
00:14:56,721 --> 00:14:58,898
That's probably
around the time
270
00:14:59,072 --> 00:15:01,639
that my husband Scott
started managing us, yeah.
271
00:15:02,075 --> 00:15:04,512
Probably about the same time
you started dating him.
272
00:15:04,686 --> 00:15:06,993
And why do I know that?
273
00:15:08,168 --> 00:15:10,779
Because I asked you
for your number that night,
274
00:15:10,866 --> 00:15:12,433
and you didn't give it to me
because you said
275
00:15:12,520 --> 00:15:14,043
you were seeing someone.
276
00:15:14,565 --> 00:15:17,003
And then that someone
quickly came over and told me
277
00:15:17,090 --> 00:15:18,700
our interview was done.
278
00:15:19,788 --> 00:15:21,921
He could probably tell
I was flirting with you.
279
00:15:23,487 --> 00:15:25,141
Kind of like now.
280
00:15:35,151 --> 00:15:36,718
Want to taste this?
281
00:15:39,068 --> 00:15:40,113
Babe?
282
00:15:41,070 --> 00:15:42,942
Just let me
finish this thought.
283
00:15:45,335 --> 00:15:46,510
Taste it for me.
284
00:15:54,344 --> 00:15:55,955
Okay. Sure.
285
00:16:00,176 --> 00:16:01,873
- That's too rare.
- No, it's fine.
286
00:16:01,961 --> 00:16:03,223
- It's fine?
- It's fine.
287
00:16:04,354 --> 00:16:05,442
Needs a little salt.
288
00:16:05,529 --> 00:16:06,791
I'll put it back on
for a minute.
289
00:16:06,878 --> 00:16:08,010
Nick?
290
00:16:09,272 --> 00:16:11,231
Please, I just...
I'm trying to work.
291
00:16:12,667 --> 00:16:14,277
Just trying
to make dinner.
292
00:16:35,690 --> 00:16:37,431
Can I get you a refill?
293
00:16:38,432 --> 00:16:39,650
No, I'm good.
294
00:16:45,569 --> 00:16:47,441
Remember that guy we met
a couple weeks ago
295
00:16:47,528 --> 00:16:49,747
at that party in the Hamptons,
the music journalist?
296
00:16:51,184 --> 00:16:52,663
You know,
I can't say that I do.
297
00:16:52,750 --> 00:16:53,969
You remember.
298
00:16:54,056 --> 00:16:56,015
He was married
to my friend Stephanie.
299
00:16:56,102 --> 00:16:58,191
I mean,
they're divorced now, but...
300
00:16:58,756 --> 00:16:59,975
No.
301
00:17:00,149 --> 00:17:01,237
Remember,
he was doing the book
302
00:17:01,324 --> 00:17:02,847
on the '90s rock scene?
303
00:17:02,934 --> 00:17:05,502
Oh, yeah, the tall guy
with the stupid hat,
304
00:17:05,589 --> 00:17:07,069
thinks he's hot shit?
305
00:17:07,330 --> 00:17:09,245
I don't know, I thought
he was kind of charming.
306
00:17:09,332 --> 00:17:10,507
Charming?
307
00:17:11,943 --> 00:17:14,424
If you think being a dick
is charming, sure.
308
00:17:14,685 --> 00:17:16,426
You should see
some of the snarky reviews
309
00:17:16,513 --> 00:17:17,906
he's given my bands.
310
00:17:21,605 --> 00:17:22,954
Drinking again?
311
00:17:23,520 --> 00:17:25,044
On special occasions.
312
00:17:25,522 --> 00:17:28,699
I... Did I forget a date?
Is this a special occasion?
313
00:17:28,873 --> 00:17:30,440
Well, I've been gone a week,
and I'm enjoying
314
00:17:30,527 --> 00:17:32,877
- a nice night with my wife.
-Oh.
315
00:17:33,052 --> 00:17:35,010
So yeah,
it's a special occasion.
316
00:17:37,926 --> 00:17:40,972
- You want one?
- No, I'm good.
317
00:17:46,413 --> 00:17:47,805
Anyway, he called.
318
00:17:47,892 --> 00:17:49,372
Oh, he called you?
319
00:17:49,807 --> 00:17:51,592
Yeah, he wants
to interview you.
320
00:17:51,809 --> 00:17:53,550
Oh. About what?
321
00:17:54,769 --> 00:17:57,859
I just said he's doing a book
on the '90s music scene.
322
00:17:57,946 --> 00:17:59,817
But then why did he call you?
323
00:18:00,035 --> 00:18:01,689
Why didn't he call
the record company?
324
00:18:01,950 --> 00:18:03,430
How did he even
get your number?
325
00:18:03,517 --> 00:18:05,171
I don't know.
Maybe Stephanie gave it to him.
326
00:18:05,258 --> 00:18:07,216
Man.
327
00:18:07,347 --> 00:18:08,609
What do you think?
328
00:18:08,696 --> 00:18:10,045
I think he's a dick.
329
00:18:11,002 --> 00:18:13,440
But if he goes through
the proper channels
330
00:18:13,701 --> 00:18:16,573
and doesn't call my wife,
then maybe I'll consider it.
331
00:18:20,925 --> 00:18:22,101
Okay.
332
00:18:46,516 --> 00:18:47,952
- Hey.
- Hi.
333
00:18:48,257 --> 00:18:49,389
Wow.
334
00:18:49,519 --> 00:18:50,607
Up working again, huh?
335
00:18:50,694 --> 00:18:52,435
Yeah, since dawn.
336
00:18:52,914 --> 00:18:54,045
Whoa.
337
00:18:54,133 --> 00:18:55,917
- Almost done, by the way.
- What?
338
00:18:56,004 --> 00:18:57,658
Just another day or so.
339
00:18:59,573 --> 00:19:01,183
I can't wait to read it.
340
00:19:01,357 --> 00:19:03,185
Oh, and...
341
00:19:03,446 --> 00:19:04,969
My brother called again
this morning.
342
00:19:05,056 --> 00:19:06,493
- Yeah?
- He wants to know
343
00:19:06,580 --> 00:19:08,277
if we're going to that
dinner party later tonight.
344
00:19:08,364 --> 00:19:09,887
Uh-huh.
345
00:19:09,974 --> 00:19:12,499
This new girl of his, what,
lives up here somewhere?
346
00:19:12,629 --> 00:19:14,718
Yeah, she's just
across the river.
347
00:19:15,154 --> 00:19:16,720
What do we know about her?
348
00:19:16,851 --> 00:19:18,026
Nothing yet.
349
00:19:18,896 --> 00:19:21,682
So we have no idea
what we're walking into.
350
00:19:21,856 --> 00:19:22,944
No.
351
00:19:23,336 --> 00:19:26,121
But he says it would be
really awesome for you guys
352
00:19:26,208 --> 00:19:28,471
to meet her because
this girl is really special.
353
00:19:28,689 --> 00:19:30,952
-MM-hmm.
- And she's just a few miles
up the road,
354
00:19:31,170 --> 00:19:33,476
and you guys didn't
like Tina anyway,
355
00:19:33,737 --> 00:19:35,870
and yada, yada, yada, yada.
356
00:19:36,000 --> 00:19:37,306
So what do you think?
357
00:19:38,351 --> 00:19:40,135
I... I don't know.
358
00:19:40,614 --> 00:19:42,572
It's up to you.
He's your brother.
359
00:19:42,790 --> 00:19:44,966
I mean, you know me.
I could stay home.
360
00:19:45,140 --> 00:19:46,446
No, I know,
which is why I asked him
361
00:19:46,533 --> 00:19:48,230
to do it on the early side,
362
00:19:48,317 --> 00:19:49,710
since I know you don't like
a late night.
363
00:19:49,797 --> 00:19:51,799
- And he said 6:00 was fine.
- Yeah.
364
00:19:53,104 --> 00:19:55,585
Come on. I think we should go.
365
00:19:55,716 --> 00:19:57,413
It'd be good for you
to get out of the house.
366
00:19:57,500 --> 00:20:00,242
And what's that? W... what?
What's that supposed to mean?
367
00:20:00,329 --> 00:20:01,939
Oh, my God. Nick.
368
00:20:03,245 --> 00:20:04,290
You're getting...
369
00:20:04,638 --> 00:20:06,030
you're getting a little
sensitive in your old age.
370
00:20:06,117 --> 00:20:07,206
I'm not getting
a little sensitive.
371
00:20:07,293 --> 00:20:08,511
I just want to know
what it means
372
00:20:08,598 --> 00:20:10,339
that it's good for me
to get out of the house.
373
00:20:10,426 --> 00:20:12,994
It means...
Look, I just...
374
00:20:15,083 --> 00:20:18,739
It seems to me
that you have been
375
00:20:18,869 --> 00:20:21,307
in a little rut lately, right?
376
00:20:21,916 --> 00:20:23,613
So maybe getting
out of the house
377
00:20:23,700 --> 00:20:25,920
and being around other people,
it would be good.
378
00:20:26,007 --> 00:20:27,269
It would... it would...
379
00:20:27,400 --> 00:20:29,402
it might get your
creative juices flowing.
380
00:20:29,489 --> 00:20:30,968
Are we doing this? Really?
381
00:20:31,055 --> 00:20:33,841
Please, Nick,
do not turn this into a fight.
382
00:20:33,928 --> 00:20:36,452
- I am just trying to help.
- I don't need the help.
383
00:20:36,539 --> 00:20:37,932
Okay, honey?
384
00:20:39,629 --> 00:20:41,327
I was selling books
long before you were published.
385
00:20:42,371 --> 00:20:43,633
I work at my own pace.
386
00:20:43,851 --> 00:20:45,069
You work at your own pace.
387
00:20:45,374 --> 00:20:48,159
I cannot get him to sit down
and write one thing.
388
00:20:49,073 --> 00:20:51,467
Really? I mean, he used to
be so prolific.
389
00:20:51,598 --> 00:20:54,427
No. It's hard to watch,
you know, because...
390
00:20:55,732 --> 00:20:58,822
Nick not writing is like
Nick's heart isn't beating.
391
00:21:00,302 --> 00:21:01,912
Hm, what do you
think's going on?
392
00:21:02,348 --> 00:21:03,697
I think he's lost.
393
00:21:04,001 --> 00:21:05,742
I think since the kids
left for college,
394
00:21:06,090 --> 00:21:08,745
he's become untethered,
you know, like,
395
00:21:09,398 --> 00:21:11,574
floating around out there
without any purpose.
396
00:21:12,401 --> 00:21:14,925
Nick, there's no
perfect sentence
397
00:21:15,491 --> 00:21:17,841
or paragraph or story.
398
00:21:18,233 --> 00:21:20,801
If I believed that,
I could not carry on.
399
00:21:21,062 --> 00:21:22,585
But that's the very thing
that's preventing you
400
00:21:22,759 --> 00:21:25,240
from carrying on.
Your need for perfection.
401
00:21:25,719 --> 00:21:30,506
My God, you need to embrace
the flow state, right?
402
00:21:30,854 --> 00:21:32,203
And then those
breakthroughs will happen.
403
00:21:32,291 --> 00:21:33,553
And everything
that's inside of you
404
00:21:33,683 --> 00:21:35,163
is just gonna come pouring out.
405
00:21:37,948 --> 00:21:39,341
Oh, God. I'm sorry. I know,
406
00:21:39,472 --> 00:21:41,038
I'm doing it again.
I'm so sorry.
407
00:21:41,561 --> 00:21:42,649
I just...
408
00:21:45,173 --> 00:21:46,261
trying to help.
409
00:21:46,348 --> 00:21:48,481
I know. I appreciate it.
410
00:21:50,396 --> 00:21:51,527
I do.
411
00:21:54,530 --> 00:21:56,663
Well, yeah, I can
kind of relate to that.
412
00:21:56,837 --> 00:21:59,970
I mean... I mean, I sort of
gave up everything, you know?
413
00:22:00,144 --> 00:22:01,842
I mean, you didn't...
you never stopped.
414
00:22:01,929 --> 00:22:03,191
You just kept working.
415
00:22:03,626 --> 00:22:05,715
I mean, it is a little...
416
00:22:06,803 --> 00:22:10,677
Anyway I mean, at least
Nick is around, you know?
417
00:22:10,807 --> 00:22:12,331
I mean, Scott is never home.
418
00:22:12,418 --> 00:22:14,289
And then
when he does come home,
419
00:22:14,768 --> 00:22:18,032
we just have
so little in common now.
420
00:22:18,685 --> 00:22:19,903
I mean, with the kids gone,
421
00:22:20,034 --> 00:22:21,905
we can't even talk
about them anymore.
422
00:22:22,428 --> 00:22:24,691
It's just a lot
of awkward silences.
423
00:22:25,213 --> 00:22:27,128
So maybe it's a good thing
he's on the road a lot.
424
00:22:28,216 --> 00:22:31,262
I mean, unlike Nick,
who is constantly underfoot.
425
00:22:31,567 --> 00:22:33,700
I mean, sometimes
I just want to say to him,
426
00:22:33,874 --> 00:22:37,399
"Dude, get out of the house
and give me some fucking space!"
427
00:22:37,791 --> 00:22:39,445
Ah, that is so classic.
428
00:22:39,532 --> 00:22:42,361
They're either home too much
- or not home enough.
-Exactly.
429
00:22:44,972 --> 00:22:47,104
Do you ever fantasize
about getting divorced?
430
00:22:48,367 --> 00:22:49,629
Fantasize?
431
00:22:51,152 --> 00:22:52,371
I don't know,
432
00:22:52,501 --> 00:22:54,068
that kind of makes it sound
like a good thing.
433
00:22:55,156 --> 00:22:56,200
So the thing is,
434
00:22:56,636 --> 00:22:58,942
I could really use a break
from my writing.
435
00:22:59,421 --> 00:23:01,728
And I think
a night out with Andy
436
00:23:01,815 --> 00:23:04,470
and his new girlfriend
could be fun.
437
00:23:05,166 --> 00:23:06,254
Fun.
438
00:23:06,385 --> 00:23:09,213
So yes, I would like to go.
439
00:23:09,823 --> 00:23:11,825
And I would like you
to come with me.
440
00:23:14,610 --> 00:23:16,395
Then it's settled.
441
00:23:29,495 --> 00:23:31,932
Oh, my God. I love it here.
442
00:23:34,325 --> 00:23:35,762
Smell that air.
443
00:23:37,590 --> 00:23:39,374
- Ah, it's beautiful, huh?
- Yeah.
444
00:23:39,722 --> 00:23:42,986
You know, this is why
I was so determined
445
00:23:43,073 --> 00:23:44,771
to get this house
in the divorce.
446
00:23:44,858 --> 00:23:46,642
'Cause if I didn't have a way
of getting outta the city,
447
00:23:46,729 --> 00:23:48,165
I think I'd lose
my fucking mind.
448
00:23:49,210 --> 00:23:51,908
Plus, I did pay
for pretty much all of it.
449
00:23:53,693 --> 00:23:55,346
Well, if you can believe it,
450
00:23:55,521 --> 00:23:58,132
Tina absolutely hated
coming up here.
451
00:23:58,262 --> 00:23:59,742
Hated the country.
452
00:23:59,916 --> 00:24:01,004
Fucking hate it out here.
453
00:24:01,527 --> 00:24:03,137
Why did I agree to this?
454
00:24:03,354 --> 00:24:05,356
Babe,
because she is your boss,
455
00:24:05,444 --> 00:24:07,010
and she invited you
for the weekend.
456
00:24:07,097 --> 00:24:08,185
All right?
Don't worry about it.
457
00:24:08,359 --> 00:24:09,622
- We'll make the most of it.
- What did Tom say?
458
00:24:09,709 --> 00:24:10,710
Is he on his way?
459
00:24:10,840 --> 00:24:12,189
Yeah, he said
about five minutes.
460
00:24:12,276 --> 00:24:14,148
I told you that we can't
stay till Monday, right?
461
00:24:14,235 --> 00:24:15,671
I got to go to Milan again
next week,
462
00:24:15,758 --> 00:24:16,933
so we got to go back Sunday.
463
00:24:17,020 --> 00:24:18,152
Really?
464
00:24:18,674 --> 00:24:20,720
I don't remember you
having to go there this often.
465
00:24:20,894 --> 00:24:22,548
Okay, wait, so you're gonna
pretend you give a shit
466
00:24:22,635 --> 00:24:23,984
about when and where I go?
467
00:24:24,071 --> 00:24:25,072
The hell is that
supposed to mean?
468
00:24:25,202 --> 00:24:26,377
Of course I do.
469
00:24:26,595 --> 00:24:28,249
You never ask me who I'm with
or what I'm doing.
470
00:24:28,379 --> 00:24:29,772
That's because I assume
you're working.
471
00:24:29,990 --> 00:24:31,948
You know, where you need to
and with whom you need to.
472
00:24:32,166 --> 00:24:34,385
You know, you never ask me
about work anymore.
473
00:24:35,038 --> 00:24:36,387
Babe, come on.
474
00:24:36,475 --> 00:24:37,998
We've been married
for almost 15 years, right?
475
00:24:38,128 --> 00:24:39,390
So what, you're tired
of hearing about it?
476
00:24:39,478 --> 00:24:40,653
You ever ask me
about my work?
477
00:24:40,783 --> 00:24:42,785
- No, never.
- That's because it upsets you.
478
00:24:43,003 --> 00:24:44,744
Why would that ever upset me?
479
00:24:44,831 --> 00:24:46,702
Because you're either pissed
off you didn't sell a painting,
480
00:24:46,789 --> 00:24:48,574
or you didn't get into
that show or this gallery,
481
00:24:48,661 --> 00:24:50,880
or you're complaining you can't
get your agent on the phone.
482
00:24:50,967 --> 00:24:53,013
I don't know, I figure
I don't ask you about it,
483
00:24:53,100 --> 00:24:54,667
that way I can't
hurt your feelings.
484
00:24:55,798 --> 00:24:57,408
All right, well,
if you're worried
485
00:24:57,496 --> 00:24:59,454
about hurting my feelings,
you failed.
486
00:25:00,542 --> 00:25:02,892
Are you sure she didn't
just hate me and Tom?
487
00:25:03,414 --> 00:25:05,373
Actually, don't answer that.
488
00:25:07,636 --> 00:25:09,377
You know what, this weekend,
489
00:25:09,551 --> 00:25:11,335
let's not talk about Tina
or Tom.
490
00:25:11,422 --> 00:25:12,641
You know what I think?
491
00:25:12,728 --> 00:25:14,513
I think
that's a great fucking idea.
492
00:25:17,733 --> 00:25:19,692
Okay, I'm gonna go
and make a fire.
493
00:25:19,779 --> 00:25:22,999
- All right.
- Are you okay with the bags?
494
00:25:23,304 --> 00:25:24,610
Yeah. Yeah.
495
00:25:24,740 --> 00:25:27,787
Should I assume I'm staying
in your bedroom, or...
496
00:25:29,310 --> 00:25:31,660
I mean, you know,
whatever you like,
497
00:25:31,747 --> 00:25:32,966
but I know what I prefer.
498
00:25:41,975 --> 00:25:43,324
Good morning.
499
00:25:45,282 --> 00:25:47,633
Boy, I hope
that's a real good smoothie.
500
00:25:48,372 --> 00:25:49,765
Could have got
an extra few hours in
501
00:25:49,852 --> 00:25:51,985
if it weren't for your blender.
502
00:25:54,901 --> 00:25:56,946
- Mmm. It's delish.
-Nice.
503
00:25:57,556 --> 00:25:59,340
Seen your father's
latest post?
504
00:26:00,733 --> 00:26:02,125
Who's that new one he's got?
505
00:26:02,386 --> 00:26:04,519
God, I don't know.
I don't fucking care.
506
00:26:04,606 --> 00:26:06,956
She's in good shape.
Look at those tits.
507
00:26:08,088 --> 00:26:10,177
She's got to be
25 years younger than him.
508
00:26:10,264 --> 00:26:12,527
- Wow.
- That would be his norm.
509
00:26:12,919 --> 00:26:14,834
Good for him.
Got himself a new little hottie.
510
00:26:14,921 --> 00:26:16,400
Ugh! God.
511
00:26:16,575 --> 00:26:18,794
What? What's so bad
about that?
512
00:26:18,881 --> 00:26:20,579
I'm genuinely happy
for the guy.
513
00:26:22,755 --> 00:26:24,321
You remember
when my mother died,
514
00:26:24,408 --> 00:26:25,584
- what you said?
-Mm?
515
00:26:26,541 --> 00:26:29,631
No, because it was about
ten years ago, wasn't it?
516
00:26:30,501 --> 00:26:32,808
It was something
along the lines of,
517
00:26:32,895 --> 00:26:35,289
"Well, at least now he's gonna
get to chase some women again."
518
00:26:35,724 --> 00:26:38,205
Yeah, because that's all
he ever talked about.
519
00:26:38,553 --> 00:26:40,990
Yeah, but don't you see
how insensitive that was?
520
00:26:41,077 --> 00:26:42,731
Your parents hated each other.
521
00:26:43,297 --> 00:26:45,342
You said it yourself
a thousand times.
522
00:26:45,560 --> 00:26:47,214
But still, my mother
wasn't dead a week.
523
00:26:47,475 --> 00:26:48,694
It was a joke.
524
00:26:48,781 --> 00:26:50,521
I was trying
to make you feel better.
525
00:26:50,826 --> 00:26:53,612
How is that supposed to
possibly make me feel better?
526
00:26:53,699 --> 00:26:55,091
Because it meant that
your father wasn't gonna
527
00:26:55,178 --> 00:26:56,527
be some old man in mourning,
528
00:26:56,615 --> 00:26:57,877
that he would finally get
the chance
529
00:26:57,964 --> 00:26:59,269
to have some fun again.
530
00:26:59,530 --> 00:27:00,967
Okay.
531
00:27:01,315 --> 00:27:03,012
-What?
- Oh.
532
00:27:03,839 --> 00:27:05,667
Well, you're just like him,
aren't you?
533
00:27:05,841 --> 00:27:07,408
What? How?
How am I just like him?
534
00:27:07,538 --> 00:27:09,236
You think I'm just out
chasing women now?
535
00:27:09,323 --> 00:27:10,803
No, it isn't that.
536
00:27:12,108 --> 00:27:13,936
But he was a nasty drunk too.
537
00:27:15,459 --> 00:27:17,157
And he made my mother miserable
538
00:27:17,636 --> 00:27:19,855
by being either hammered
or hungover.
539
00:27:19,986 --> 00:27:23,032
And neither one of those states
is very much fun to be around.
540
00:27:23,250 --> 00:27:25,295
So I'm nasty and miserable,
is that it?
541
00:27:26,166 --> 00:27:28,777
Yeah. You can be.
542
00:27:30,474 --> 00:27:31,606
As you well know.
543
00:27:33,477 --> 00:27:34,783
Okay, well,
544
00:27:35,871 --> 00:27:38,352
on that note,
going back to bed.
545
00:27:50,712 --> 00:27:51,844
Hello.
546
00:27:52,061 --> 00:27:54,150
Hey, Eve, it's Johnny Banda,
547
00:27:54,411 --> 00:27:55,543
Stephanie's ex.
548
00:27:55,674 --> 00:27:58,241
Oh, hey.
Um, hold on one sec, okay?
549
00:28:04,639 --> 00:28:06,772
Hey. How are you doing?
550
00:28:07,163 --> 00:28:09,426
I'm good. No, everything's cool.
How about you?
551
00:28:09,731 --> 00:28:11,385
Yeah, I'm good, I think.
552
00:28:11,472 --> 00:28:12,908
- Mostly.
- Good.
553
00:28:12,995 --> 00:28:15,389
Hey, listen,
I was wondering if...
554
00:28:15,476 --> 00:28:16,912
Did you get a chance
to talk to your husband
555
00:28:16,999 --> 00:28:18,000
about doing that interview?
556
00:28:18,392 --> 00:28:19,741
Yeah, I did. Um...
557
00:28:20,133 --> 00:28:22,483
Yeah, he said you should
set it up through the label.
558
00:28:22,875 --> 00:28:24,920
Oh, shit. Really? Huh.
559
00:28:25,181 --> 00:28:26,617
Because, you know,
I already tried that,
560
00:28:26,705 --> 00:28:28,619
but the PR guy, he's being
a bit of a hardhead.
561
00:28:28,837 --> 00:28:30,230
He wants to see
a list of my questions
562
00:28:30,317 --> 00:28:31,927
before he'll even consider it.
563
00:28:32,188 --> 00:28:33,755
I don't know, apparently,
I did a hatchet job
564
00:28:33,842 --> 00:28:35,322
on one of his artists
a few years ago,
565
00:28:35,409 --> 00:28:37,150
you know, according to him.
566
00:28:37,237 --> 00:28:39,630
I just... Listen, I just think
the guy doesn't like me.
567
00:28:39,892 --> 00:28:41,067
Why do you think that?
568
00:28:41,371 --> 00:28:42,808
Who knows?
569
00:28:42,895 --> 00:28:45,114
I guess I rub people
the wrong way sometimes.
570
00:28:45,419 --> 00:28:48,639
Well, you can add
my husband to that list.
571
00:28:48,814 --> 00:28:50,990
Really? Damn.
572
00:28:51,251 --> 00:28:54,471
Wait, so, should I just forget
about doing the interview, or...
573
00:28:54,645 --> 00:28:56,560
I think it's gonna be
a long shot.
574
00:28:56,865 --> 00:28:57,910
Oh.
575
00:28:58,867 --> 00:29:01,043
All right, well, hey,
what about you?
576
00:29:01,174 --> 00:29:03,393
I mean, you were...
you were part of that scene.
577
00:29:04,003 --> 00:29:05,526
I mean, barely.
578
00:29:05,918 --> 00:29:07,789
What do you mean barely?
You had a top 20 hit.
579
00:29:07,876 --> 00:29:09,269
How many bands can say that?
580
00:29:09,573 --> 00:29:10,749
Listen, I'm about to
get in the car,
581
00:29:10,879 --> 00:29:11,967
come back to the city
right now.
582
00:29:12,098 --> 00:29:13,403
We can meet for a coffee
583
00:29:13,577 --> 00:29:15,884
and talk about the good old days
before rock was dead.
584
00:29:16,145 --> 00:29:18,147
What do you say? Uh...
585
00:29:19,148 --> 00:29:22,848
Yeah. Yeah, sure. Why not?
586
00:29:22,935 --> 00:29:24,719
You know,
I remember talking to Tina
587
00:29:24,893 --> 00:29:26,503
about her not wanting kids.
588
00:29:26,590 --> 00:29:28,244
She wanted to focus on her work.
589
00:29:28,636 --> 00:29:29,942
But what about you?
590
00:29:30,986 --> 00:29:32,292
I thought we agreed
591
00:29:32,379 --> 00:29:33,554
we weren't gonna talk
about Tina.
592
00:29:33,772 --> 00:29:35,121
Well, I'm not really
talking about Tina.
593
00:29:35,295 --> 00:29:37,036
I'm asking you about you.
594
00:29:37,732 --> 00:29:41,040
You never mentioned whether
you wanted kids or not.
595
00:29:42,084 --> 00:29:45,174
I definitely did not want kids.
596
00:29:45,261 --> 00:29:47,307
Hmm. Why is that?
597
00:29:47,742 --> 00:29:50,092
Probably it's something to do
with the fact that my parents
598
00:29:50,179 --> 00:29:53,400
were self-absorbed musicians
who loved being on the road
599
00:29:53,487 --> 00:29:55,402
more than they liked
being home with their family.
600
00:29:55,489 --> 00:29:56,838
- Oh, they did not.
- They did.
601
00:29:56,925 --> 00:29:58,492
And if they were working,
we were lucky
602
00:29:58,666 --> 00:30:00,276
if we saw them once a month.
603
00:30:00,842 --> 00:30:03,323
And they were always working.
604
00:30:03,453 --> 00:30:04,846
Well, what about now?
605
00:30:04,933 --> 00:30:07,109
What about now?
Do I want kids now?
606
00:30:07,370 --> 00:30:10,243
Absolutely not.
607
00:30:10,460 --> 00:30:11,853
Oh, my God,
that's such a relief.
608
00:30:12,114 --> 00:30:15,378
Because if you turned out to be
one of those guys in their 50s
609
00:30:15,509 --> 00:30:16,945
who wanted to start a family,
610
00:30:17,076 --> 00:30:18,512
I might have had to
show you the door.
611
00:30:18,599 --> 00:30:20,731
Well, I've got good news
for you. All I'm looking for
612
00:30:20,906 --> 00:30:23,212
is a stable relationship
with a sane woman
613
00:30:23,299 --> 00:30:24,561
who's approximately my age,
614
00:30:24,692 --> 00:30:26,259
which is why
I'm very excited about us.
615
00:30:28,043 --> 00:30:30,567
Okay, well, if you don't
fuck it up this weekend,
616
00:30:30,654 --> 00:30:32,656
we really might have something.
617
00:30:39,141 --> 00:30:41,013
- Hey.
- Hey, beautiful.
618
00:30:41,100 --> 00:30:42,449
I got the extra firewood
you wanted.
619
00:30:42,623 --> 00:30:43,667
I could bring it in.
620
00:30:43,798 --> 00:30:45,104
Or I could just leave it
on the porch.
621
00:30:45,191 --> 00:30:46,366
Oh, just leave it
on the porch.
622
00:30:46,453 --> 00:30:48,237
Oh, but hey,
I wanted you to meet Andy.
623
00:30:48,542 --> 00:30:49,804
- Hey.
-Hey, man.
624
00:30:49,891 --> 00:30:51,066
- How are you?
- Good. How you doing?
625
00:30:51,153 --> 00:30:53,155
- Good.
- Dennis helps me
with the property.
626
00:30:55,157 --> 00:30:56,463
And he and his girlfriend,
627
00:30:56,550 --> 00:30:57,551
Lori, are gonna come
for dinner tonight.
628
00:30:57,638 --> 00:30:58,813
Yes, we will be there.
629
00:30:59,074 --> 00:31:01,294
But I don't know that Lori
would call me her boyfriend
630
00:31:01,381 --> 00:31:04,166
or that I'm interested
in calling her my girlfriend.
631
00:31:04,253 --> 00:31:05,385
Oh.
632
00:31:05,515 --> 00:31:08,127
Um, Lori is
another divorcée up here.
633
00:31:09,606 --> 00:31:10,825
You say it like that,
634
00:31:10,912 --> 00:31:11,913
you're gonna give me
a reputation.
635
00:31:13,610 --> 00:31:15,003
Andy, good to meet you.
636
00:31:15,090 --> 00:31:16,700
Renee, Lori and I
will see you tonight.
637
00:31:16,787 --> 00:31:17,832
Okay.
638
00:31:19,312 --> 00:31:20,617
All right.
So what's this guy's deal?
639
00:31:20,704 --> 00:31:22,706
He just helps you
with the property?
640
00:31:22,793 --> 00:31:24,708
Yeah, no, he has slept
641
00:31:24,795 --> 00:31:26,667
with nearly all the women
in this town,
642
00:31:26,754 --> 00:31:28,277
- but not me.
- Okay.
643
00:31:28,364 --> 00:31:29,800
He... he just delivers the wood.
644
00:31:50,256 --> 00:31:51,953
Wow. Hey.
645
00:31:52,475 --> 00:31:54,390
- Oh, I'm so glad you made it.
- Oh.
646
00:31:54,477 --> 00:31:55,783
- Thanks.
- Wow.
647
00:31:55,870 --> 00:31:57,263
Can I just say, you look...
648
00:31:57,350 --> 00:31:58,351
you look fantastic.
649
00:31:58,438 --> 00:31:59,918
- Oh, thank you.
- Please.
650
00:32:02,007 --> 00:32:03,312
Listen, thank you.
651
00:32:04,009 --> 00:32:05,619
Thank you so much
for doing this.
652
00:32:06,272 --> 00:32:09,188
My gosh, of course,
although I'm not sure
653
00:32:09,318 --> 00:32:11,320
how much of it
you'll actually use.
654
00:32:11,712 --> 00:32:14,019
I don't think anyone
really remembers who I am.
655
00:32:14,106 --> 00:32:16,021
Oh, come on.
That's not true.
656
00:32:16,935 --> 00:32:18,719
You got to remember the bands
you fell in love with
657
00:32:18,806 --> 00:32:20,677
when you were a teenager
and in your 20s.
658
00:32:20,764 --> 00:32:22,853
Those bands and their songs,
there's no forgetting them.
659
00:32:23,202 --> 00:32:24,377
Wouldn't you agree?
660
00:32:24,594 --> 00:32:26,248
I mean, as we get older,
your memories from those days
661
00:32:26,335 --> 00:32:27,815
become more romanticized.
662
00:32:27,902 --> 00:32:29,991
And the songs
connected to those memories
663
00:32:30,078 --> 00:32:31,775
become even more important.
664
00:32:31,862 --> 00:32:34,082
So when you hear that
special tune, you know, that...
665
00:32:34,691 --> 00:32:36,911
I don't know, that track
you thought you forgot,
666
00:32:37,042 --> 00:32:41,350
like your song, "Easy On You,"
I hear that again, it's like
667
00:32:42,003 --> 00:32:44,266
I don't know, it's like...
it's like time traveling.
668
00:32:46,660 --> 00:32:48,009
It offers you a moment
where you...
669
00:32:48,357 --> 00:32:50,577
you can go back
to your younger days,
670
00:32:50,794 --> 00:32:52,666
experience a few seconds
where you actually
671
00:32:53,058 --> 00:32:54,450
think you can go back.
672
00:32:54,624 --> 00:32:56,626
Yeah, I think that's why
I don't listen
673
00:32:56,713 --> 00:32:58,019
to those songs from the past.
674
00:32:58,106 --> 00:33:00,979
It's just...
...too painful a reminder.
675
00:33:01,240 --> 00:33:02,981
Of what we are not now.
676
00:33:05,461 --> 00:33:07,115
Crosby, Stills, Nash and Young.
677
00:33:07,202 --> 00:33:08,682
Yeah.
"Suite: Judy Blue Eyes."
678
00:33:08,769 --> 00:33:09,813
Hey, okay.
679
00:33:12,077 --> 00:33:14,035
-Yes.
- So do you mind if I...
680
00:33:14,209 --> 00:33:16,168
do you mind if I turn this on?
681
00:33:16,559 --> 00:33:18,257
Do you mind
if I get a drink first?
682
00:33:18,344 --> 00:33:20,128
Are you kidding me? Even better.
683
00:33:21,347 --> 00:33:23,653
- Wine?
- White?
684
00:33:23,914 --> 00:33:24,959
Bottle?
685
00:33:25,916 --> 00:33:27,266
Yeah, why not?
686
00:33:27,570 --> 00:33:28,658
Waiter.
687
00:33:30,356 --> 00:33:31,487
Well, we're off
to a good start.
688
00:33:41,193 --> 00:33:42,324
Whoa.
689
00:33:43,804 --> 00:33:45,023
You look great.
690
00:33:45,545 --> 00:33:46,850
Thank you.
691
00:33:47,155 --> 00:33:48,461
You look nice too.
692
00:33:57,165 --> 00:33:59,167
But yeah, I had a trunk
and a tiny closet
693
00:33:59,254 --> 00:34:00,908
and a twin sized bed
and dreams.
694
00:34:01,169 --> 00:34:02,344
Dreams.
695
00:34:02,431 --> 00:34:04,172
- Dreams.
- Dreams.
696
00:34:04,259 --> 00:34:06,740
Well, everyone has that story
697
00:34:06,870 --> 00:34:09,743
of their first tiny New York
apartment, though, right?
698
00:34:09,873 --> 00:34:12,572
I mean, everyone except Lori,
of course, who's rich.
699
00:34:12,659 --> 00:34:15,836
Fortunately, I was spared
that rite of passage.
700
00:34:15,966 --> 00:34:18,230
And this one here,
he's never left his hometown.
701
00:34:18,360 --> 00:34:21,189
Mm-hmm.
Born and bred and proud of it.
702
00:34:21,407 --> 00:34:25,411
Our first place was,
oh, not only tiny, but was a...
703
00:34:26,020 --> 00:34:29,850
would you call it a shithole? It was a dump.
704
00:34:30,068 --> 00:34:32,287
This tiny studio
on Bleecker and 7th.
705
00:34:32,374 --> 00:34:33,549
Least it was a fifth floor
walk up.
706
00:34:33,636 --> 00:34:35,116
With the benefit of no AC.
707
00:34:35,203 --> 00:34:36,552
And a kitchen
the size of this table
708
00:34:36,639 --> 00:34:39,164
and those half fridges
that kids have in their dorms.
709
00:34:39,381 --> 00:34:41,644
Oh, my God, and there was
a hole in the bathroom ceiling.
710
00:34:41,775 --> 00:34:42,819
And if you looked up,
711
00:34:42,906 --> 00:34:44,386
you'd see the guy
sitting on the bowl.
712
00:34:44,473 --> 00:34:46,040
No, you could not.
713
00:34:46,127 --> 00:34:47,911
No, I swear to you, you could.
714
00:34:48,173 --> 00:34:51,089
You could see his hairy legs
and then some.
715
00:34:51,306 --> 00:34:53,526
Not to mention
the cockroaches and the mice.
716
00:34:53,613 --> 00:34:54,744
Oh, my God, and the rat.
717
00:34:55,093 --> 00:34:56,398
And the rat.
718
00:34:56,485 --> 00:34:58,705
Yeah, I remember the rat
because I went with Nick
719
00:34:58,792 --> 00:35:00,489
to the hardware store
to get the trap.
720
00:35:00,620 --> 00:35:01,621
Oh, that's right.
721
00:35:01,708 --> 00:35:02,752
And then the old timer there,
remember,
722
00:35:02,839 --> 00:35:04,406
he gave us
the whole blow by blow
723
00:35:04,493 --> 00:35:05,929
of the horror show
that was to follow.
724
00:35:06,104 --> 00:35:07,975
- Ugh!
- Ew.
725
00:35:08,149 --> 00:35:09,411
That's disgusting.
726
00:35:09,629 --> 00:35:12,110
And we were to take
this guillotine kind of trap
727
00:35:12,284 --> 00:35:15,374
and spread peanut butter
inside of it.
728
00:35:15,765 --> 00:35:17,158
Wait. Rats like peanut butter?
729
00:35:17,245 --> 00:35:18,594
Rats like anything.
Do they not?
730
00:35:18,725 --> 00:35:20,379
Yeah, but why
specifically peanut butter?
731
00:35:20,509 --> 00:35:21,858
Why not, you know, cheese?
732
00:35:21,945 --> 00:35:23,338
Oh, no, the old man
explained to us.
733
00:35:23,425 --> 00:35:24,774
The mouse likes the cheese.
734
00:35:24,861 --> 00:35:26,689
The rat apparently likes
the peanut butter.
735
00:35:26,863 --> 00:35:30,128
And we were told
we were to lay newspaper
736
00:35:30,215 --> 00:35:32,565
not just underneath the trap.
No, no, no, no, no.
737
00:35:32,869 --> 00:35:33,957
Nick, please.
738
00:35:34,044 --> 00:35:35,742
Around the entire locality.
739
00:35:35,829 --> 00:35:38,179
Because when this
fucking huge rat
740
00:35:38,875 --> 00:35:40,399
goes for the peanut butter
and then...
741
00:35:40,486 --> 00:35:42,009
You know what I'm thinking?
742
00:35:42,096 --> 00:35:43,793
That, um, maybe
we change the subject,
743
00:35:43,880 --> 00:35:44,968
being that we're eating.
744
00:35:45,360 --> 00:35:47,188
I think they want to know
why we put the newspaper.
745
00:35:47,275 --> 00:35:49,016
Oh, you want to know why
they put the newspaper out.
746
00:35:49,103 --> 00:35:50,365
It's because
it was messy, wasn't it?
747
00:35:50,452 --> 00:35:53,107
Yeah, it was like,
you cannot imagine.
748
00:35:53,194 --> 00:35:55,631
This thing can chop.
It can dismember...
749
00:35:55,718 --> 00:35:57,198
Okay, please, Nick
And then you have...
750
00:35:57,285 --> 00:35:59,896
...you have guts,
and you have...
751
00:35:59,983 --> 00:36:02,421
Nick, please, just stop.
752
00:36:02,595 --> 00:36:03,770
Enough. Okay?
753
00:36:06,207 --> 00:36:07,469
Sorry, you brought it up.
754
00:36:08,035 --> 00:36:09,515
I just paint the picture.
755
00:36:10,646 --> 00:36:12,561
But the moral of the story
there should be a moral.
756
00:36:12,648 --> 00:36:13,736
What is the moral?
757
00:36:13,823 --> 00:36:15,477
The moral of the story is,
758
00:36:16,391 --> 00:36:19,916
sometimes it's better to live
with the rat than, you know,
759
00:36:20,047 --> 00:36:23,006
having to clean up the mess
760
00:36:23,093 --> 00:36:26,096
after he or she gets
caught in your trap.
761
00:36:27,881 --> 00:36:29,883
But there is no story,
is there?
762
00:36:30,275 --> 00:36:31,493
Because you haven't
written it yet.
763
00:36:34,583 --> 00:36:38,065
Speaking of writing,
um... Nick,
764
00:36:38,413 --> 00:36:40,241
what have you been
working on recently?
765
00:36:40,633 --> 00:36:42,417
Because, do you know,
766
00:36:42,852 --> 00:36:44,811
my first job out of school
was at "Harper's,"
767
00:36:44,898 --> 00:36:47,466
and we did a huge profile piece
on "Everything and the Rest."
768
00:36:47,553 --> 00:36:48,858
- Really?
-Yes.
769
00:36:48,945 --> 00:36:50,599
Oh, those were
the good old days.
770
00:36:50,686 --> 00:36:52,732
Yeah, I mean,
you were everywhere back then.
771
00:36:53,123 --> 00:36:55,082
Yes, I guess I was, really.
772
00:36:56,039 --> 00:36:57,650
But to answer your...
773
00:36:58,825 --> 00:37:01,697
I actually have been
working on a... on a novel.
774
00:37:01,871 --> 00:37:05,223
I'm calling it, working title,
"Falling Into Silence."
775
00:37:05,788 --> 00:37:09,575
It's... it's bittersweet,
about an aging author
776
00:37:09,705 --> 00:37:12,055
who no longer
has anything left to say.
777
00:37:12,230 --> 00:37:14,406
And so he says... Don't listen to him, Renee.
778
00:37:14,580 --> 00:37:16,756
Nick's just feeling
sorry for himself.
779
00:37:17,191 --> 00:37:19,106
I keep trying to convince him
that the story is
780
00:37:19,193 --> 00:37:21,239
right under his nose
if he'd only look.
781
00:37:21,326 --> 00:37:23,502
We all can't be
as prolific as you, my love.
782
00:37:23,589 --> 00:37:26,548
Maggie has, well,
she has the gift
783
00:37:26,635 --> 00:37:29,334
to mine the everyday
for her work.
784
00:37:29,638 --> 00:37:33,076
She gets inspiration
from every offhand remark
785
00:37:33,207 --> 00:37:37,777
and little banal bit
of conversation.
786
00:37:37,951 --> 00:37:39,474
So be careful, everybody,
787
00:37:39,561 --> 00:37:41,650
or you may end up
in her next opus.
788
00:37:43,826 --> 00:37:46,176
I can't believe I'm going to
say this, but I think...
789
00:37:47,090 --> 00:37:48,875
I think I got everything I need.
790
00:37:49,005 --> 00:37:51,269
Good.
791
00:37:51,356 --> 00:37:53,096
Thank you so much
for doing this.
792
00:37:53,183 --> 00:37:56,491
Oh, thank you.
I mean, it's a lot of fun.
793
00:37:56,839 --> 00:37:58,885
So listen, you...
794
00:37:59,451 --> 00:38:01,670
you mentioned earlier
that you're no longer
795
00:38:01,844 --> 00:38:03,150
in love with New York.
796
00:38:03,455 --> 00:38:06,022
So where else would you
want to live? Back to L.A.?
797
00:38:06,240 --> 00:38:07,981
Oh, God, I would...
798
00:38:08,764 --> 00:38:10,810
I would kill
to go back to L.A., yeah.
799
00:38:11,158 --> 00:38:14,988
I have this fantasy
that I live in Laurel Canyon,
800
00:38:15,205 --> 00:38:17,469
this little
craftsman style house
801
00:38:17,556 --> 00:38:19,079
that I used to drive by
all the time.
802
00:38:19,253 --> 00:38:22,474
Oh, God, it was so sweet.
803
00:38:22,561 --> 00:38:24,954
I mean, that would be
my dream house,
804
00:38:26,434 --> 00:38:28,044
my dream life.
805
00:38:28,306 --> 00:38:29,916
Just like Joni Mitchell.
806
00:38:30,177 --> 00:38:32,135
I mean, a girl can
fantasize, right?
807
00:38:32,353 --> 00:38:33,876
Listen, I'm here for it.
808
00:38:35,748 --> 00:38:36,966
Yeah.
809
00:38:37,402 --> 00:38:39,186
I don't know. I think I might
be done with New York.
810
00:38:39,752 --> 00:38:43,233
Or better put, I think
New York is done with me.
811
00:38:43,451 --> 00:38:44,757
Why do you say that?
812
00:38:44,887 --> 00:38:46,367
It's a young person's town,
813
00:38:46,498 --> 00:38:48,761
a rich man's city.
And I'm neither.
814
00:38:50,328 --> 00:38:51,677
It hit me last month.
815
00:38:51,807 --> 00:38:55,202
I was... I was strolling
down 5th Avenue,
816
00:38:55,376 --> 00:38:56,769
and I realized...
817
00:38:58,727 --> 00:39:01,556
I'm fucking invisible,
you know?
818
00:39:01,643 --> 00:39:03,863
And I used to be the guy
that young girls smiled at
819
00:39:03,950 --> 00:39:05,168
and that other dudes noticed.
820
00:39:05,255 --> 00:39:06,518
You know,
I had a definite style
821
00:39:06,605 --> 00:39:08,563
and a certain swagger.
822
00:39:10,565 --> 00:39:12,132
But now, at best,
823
00:39:12,219 --> 00:39:15,614
I'm just a bespectacled
gray beard,
824
00:39:15,701 --> 00:39:18,747
a charming old codger,
you know, a harmless old man.
825
00:39:19,008 --> 00:39:20,183
Oh, my God.
826
00:39:20,270 --> 00:39:21,533
You know what?
It's worse than that.
827
00:39:21,707 --> 00:39:24,274
I... I don't even think
it registers with some women
828
00:39:24,362 --> 00:39:26,233
that I'm a man at all.
829
00:39:26,538 --> 00:39:29,889
I mean, first of all,
that's the problem
830
00:39:29,976 --> 00:39:33,371
with trying to attract
young girls, okay?
831
00:39:33,675 --> 00:39:36,983
Secondly, you are
none of those things.
832
00:39:38,506 --> 00:39:40,160
You're very handsome...
833
00:39:41,727 --> 00:39:42,945
and charming.
834
00:39:44,077 --> 00:39:45,383
You think so?
835
00:39:46,471 --> 00:39:48,516
Yeah, I do.
836
00:39:48,821 --> 00:39:50,344
Oh, hey.
837
00:39:50,475 --> 00:39:52,390
So tell me,
what do you think of Renee?
838
00:39:53,173 --> 00:39:55,567
- She seems nice.
- But?
839
00:39:55,828 --> 00:39:57,307
You got something on your mind.
840
00:39:57,395 --> 00:39:59,092
No, it's just...
841
00:39:59,179 --> 00:40:01,094
I'm just thinking of Tina,
you know?
842
00:40:01,790 --> 00:40:03,357
I didn't know
she worked for her.
843
00:40:03,444 --> 00:40:05,272
Oh, wow,
so now all of a sudden,
844
00:40:05,359 --> 00:40:06,839
your concern is with Tina?
845
00:40:06,926 --> 00:40:08,362
I wouldn't go that far.
846
00:40:08,449 --> 00:40:10,451
Look, you seem to be
forgetting the fact
847
00:40:10,843 --> 00:40:13,019
that she dumped me, not
the other way around, right?
848
00:40:13,106 --> 00:40:14,586
I was happily married,
and I definitely was not
849
00:40:14,673 --> 00:40:15,935
looking to get divorced.
850
00:40:16,152 --> 00:40:17,937
And then out of the blue,
she dumps me.
851
00:40:19,025 --> 00:40:20,940
- Hi.
- Hi.
852
00:40:21,027 --> 00:40:22,376
What's going on?
853
00:40:22,463 --> 00:40:23,856
I have something I want to say.
854
00:40:27,076 --> 00:40:29,992
All right. What's up?
855
00:40:30,166 --> 00:40:33,126
Um, you know how I turned 42
last week
856
00:40:33,343 --> 00:40:35,998
and last month we celebrated
our 15th wedding anniversary?
857
00:40:36,172 --> 00:40:37,913
And today, I just...
858
00:40:39,262 --> 00:40:41,351
And I don't... I don't
come by this casually,
859
00:40:41,439 --> 00:40:44,877
but today, I feel like I...
860
00:40:45,660 --> 00:40:49,316
I need to be on my own,
at least for a little while.
861
00:40:50,839 --> 00:40:53,842
What? What's going on here?
This is about your mom?
862
00:40:54,016 --> 00:40:55,540
I'm sure it has something
to do with it.
863
00:40:55,627 --> 00:40:56,758
How could it not?
864
00:40:56,845 --> 00:40:58,412
Because, babe,
your mom smoked two packs
865
00:40:58,499 --> 00:41:00,893
of Marlboro Reds a day, okay?
You are not her.
866
00:41:01,197 --> 00:41:03,852
She's got this crazy notion
because her mother died at 45,
867
00:41:03,939 --> 00:41:05,985
that she, too,
is gonna die at 45.
868
00:41:06,072 --> 00:41:07,465
What are your thoughts, Tina?
869
00:41:07,552 --> 00:41:10,076
My thoughts? If I'm gonna die
in a few years,
870
00:41:10,206 --> 00:41:11,643
I don't want to be stuck
in a marriage
871
00:41:11,817 --> 00:41:13,253
that has no life,
no spark to it.
872
00:41:13,862 --> 00:41:14,994
You know what it's like?
873
00:41:15,081 --> 00:41:17,083
It's like I'm in a cage,
and it's closing.
874
00:41:17,170 --> 00:41:18,737
And if I don't get out,
I'm gonna be stuck
875
00:41:18,824 --> 00:41:20,086
in it for the rest of my life.
876
00:41:20,216 --> 00:41:21,783
Yeah, that's assuming
that she doesn't die
877
00:41:21,870 --> 00:41:23,481
in the next 15 minutes from
a heart attack like her mother,
878
00:41:23,568 --> 00:41:25,308
- right?
-That's not the point.
879
00:41:25,526 --> 00:41:28,137
The point is, life is short.
880
00:41:28,486 --> 00:41:30,705
I was 25
when we started dating.
881
00:41:32,620 --> 00:41:36,145
I'm a different person now.
I want a new chapter.
882
00:41:37,364 --> 00:41:38,670
I think when I come back
from London,
883
00:41:38,757 --> 00:41:40,149
I should stay elsewhere.
884
00:41:40,933 --> 00:41:42,978
Really?
Can't fucking believe this.
885
00:41:43,065 --> 00:41:44,240
- Stay elsewhere?
-Mm-hmm.
886
00:41:44,458 --> 00:41:46,765
So what the fuck does that mean?
You're gonna move out?
887
00:41:47,766 --> 00:41:48,810
Yes.
888
00:41:49,332 --> 00:41:50,725
I'm sorry.
889
00:41:51,987 --> 00:41:54,424
Christ. Really?
890
00:41:55,948 --> 00:41:57,210
Unbelievable.
891
00:41:57,297 --> 00:41:58,864
Yeah, I wish I had
some fucking clue
892
00:41:58,951 --> 00:42:00,692
that this was going on,
because I had no fucking idea.
893
00:42:00,779 --> 00:42:02,041
Well, maybe if you were
paying attention,
894
00:42:02,128 --> 00:42:03,477
you would have.
895
00:42:12,268 --> 00:42:14,880
Do you ever feel like we made
a mistake not having kids?
896
00:42:15,358 --> 00:42:17,404
No.
Definitely not.
897
00:42:18,536 --> 00:42:20,189
Why? Why, do you?
898
00:42:21,234 --> 00:42:23,976
I don't know. Maybe.
899
00:42:24,890 --> 00:42:26,500
Well, I think it's too late
900
00:42:26,587 --> 00:42:28,110
to do anything about it now, right?
901
00:42:30,591 --> 00:42:31,897
Is it?
902
00:42:36,771 --> 00:42:38,730
Yeah. Yeah, it is.
903
00:42:39,992 --> 00:42:41,384
At least for me.
904
00:42:46,694 --> 00:42:48,870
So where were you
all day today?
905
00:42:48,957 --> 00:42:51,003
I had an interview
with that writer.
906
00:42:52,178 --> 00:42:53,309
What were you doing?
907
00:42:53,527 --> 00:42:56,530
Getting shit faced?
Back to that?
908
00:42:56,617 --> 00:42:57,966
Please don't start that shit.
909
00:42:59,402 --> 00:43:01,230
I'm allowed
to have a few beers.
910
00:43:07,454 --> 00:43:09,630
So what exactly did he want
to talk to you about?
911
00:43:10,109 --> 00:43:12,677
Don't be an asshole.
Mag Scrambler.
912
00:43:14,287 --> 00:43:15,680
- Really?
-Mm-hmm.
913
00:43:18,596 --> 00:43:20,510
Yeah, he interviewed me
for almost three hours.
914
00:43:21,120 --> 00:43:23,688
Three hours? Wow. Then what?
915
00:43:25,951 --> 00:43:28,693
Nothing. What?
916
00:43:29,345 --> 00:43:31,217
He walked me home
and said goodbye.
917
00:43:31,304 --> 00:43:33,698
He walked you home? Oh.
918
00:43:33,785 --> 00:43:35,351
Well, in that case,
you should have brought him up.
919
00:43:35,482 --> 00:43:36,526
We could have done
the interview
920
00:43:36,614 --> 00:43:38,224
that he wanted to do with me.
921
00:43:39,617 --> 00:43:42,097
So that was it, though?
Didn't ask you to dinner?
922
00:43:42,184 --> 00:43:43,446
Maybe back to his apartment?
923
00:43:43,708 --> 00:43:44,796
No.
924
00:43:45,144 --> 00:43:46,624
He did say that if he had
any follow up questions...
925
00:43:46,885 --> 00:43:47,842
There it is.
926
00:43:47,929 --> 00:43:49,017
...he might want
to sit down again.
927
00:43:49,104 --> 00:43:50,453
I knew that fucking guy
was a jerk.
928
00:43:51,716 --> 00:43:53,805
Just to be clear, babe,
929
00:43:54,501 --> 00:43:56,155
he doesn't give a shit
about your band,
930
00:43:56,242 --> 00:43:58,157
and your interview
is not making it
931
00:43:58,244 --> 00:43:59,375
into his fucking book.
932
00:44:00,028 --> 00:44:01,508
- That's the truth.
- Oh, god.
933
00:44:01,595 --> 00:44:03,553
Why is it so hard
for you to believe
934
00:44:03,641 --> 00:44:06,208
that someone might want
to interview me
935
00:44:06,295 --> 00:44:09,081
about my experiences
and my memories from that time?
936
00:44:09,342 --> 00:44:12,127
Because, and don't take this
the wrong way, babe,
937
00:44:12,214 --> 00:44:14,477
but nobody remembers
your fucking band.
938
00:44:14,564 --> 00:44:16,828
Oh. Well, you know what?
He does.
939
00:44:17,132 --> 00:44:19,047
And he seems to think
there's plenty of other people
940
00:44:19,134 --> 00:44:21,049
- out there who may as well.
- Fine. Fuck it.
941
00:44:21,136 --> 00:44:23,182
You wanna another interview?
Do another interview.
942
00:44:23,399 --> 00:44:24,487
But I'm telling you this,
943
00:44:24,618 --> 00:44:26,359
he's only trying to get
into your pants.
944
00:44:26,446 --> 00:44:28,535
Jesus Christ.
You're such a fucking asshole!
945
00:44:28,840 --> 00:44:30,058
You know that?
946
00:44:30,145 --> 00:44:31,407
You've always tried
to undermine
947
00:44:31,494 --> 00:44:33,932
my career and my talent.
948
00:44:34,367 --> 00:44:36,325
- And I know why.
- You do?
949
00:44:36,412 --> 00:44:37,805
Well, do tell.
950
00:44:38,458 --> 00:44:40,329
Because I was a better
songwriter than you.
951
00:44:40,765 --> 00:44:43,115
And I was a better singer
than you
952
00:44:43,202 --> 00:44:44,594
and a better guitar player.
953
00:44:44,682 --> 00:44:47,206
And your little fucking ego
couldn't handle it.
954
00:44:47,293 --> 00:44:49,948
That's why
you sabotaged my career.
955
00:44:50,035 --> 00:44:52,733
I sabotaged your career?
Where did that come from?
956
00:44:54,082 --> 00:44:56,041
Maybe you're the one
that's drunk.
957
00:44:57,607 --> 00:45:00,045
- That was a real pleasure, Eve.
- It was.
958
00:45:01,829 --> 00:45:04,136
Listen, if I have
any follow up questions
959
00:45:04,223 --> 00:45:06,486
or need another interview,
would you be open to that?
960
00:45:06,573 --> 00:45:08,880
Yeah, sure. That was fun.
961
00:45:10,011 --> 00:45:11,796
I was serious when I said
you should really think
962
00:45:11,883 --> 00:45:13,101
about picking up
the guitar again.
963
00:45:14,668 --> 00:45:16,191
It's high time for some
new music out of you.
964
00:45:16,278 --> 00:45:18,106
- Oh, I don't know.
- Time for a new beginning.
965
00:45:18,541 --> 00:45:20,108
Yeah.
966
00:45:20,848 --> 00:45:22,110
I don't know
if you realize this,
967
00:45:22,197 --> 00:45:23,808
but I'm on
the other side of 50.
968
00:45:23,895 --> 00:45:26,462
So I think
time for new beginnings
969
00:45:26,549 --> 00:45:27,812
might have passed.
970
00:45:28,334 --> 00:45:29,857
No, I'm not buying it.
971
00:45:30,118 --> 00:45:32,512
I mean, I would say
you have less to lose now
972
00:45:32,599 --> 00:45:34,296
than you did at 25.
973
00:45:34,383 --> 00:45:36,385
You already paid
for the college educations,
974
00:45:36,472 --> 00:45:39,040
bought the house,
taken the exotic trips, right?
975
00:45:39,562 --> 00:45:40,650
Well, yeah.
976
00:45:40,738 --> 00:45:42,609
And now might be
the best time to gamble.
977
00:45:42,696 --> 00:45:43,828
Hmm.
978
00:45:44,916 --> 00:45:48,180
Yeah, you know,
when I was just a new mom,
979
00:45:48,267 --> 00:45:51,226
I had the idea of doing, like,
a children's album or something
980
00:45:51,313 --> 00:45:52,619
when the kids were little.
981
00:45:52,706 --> 00:45:54,882
But, no, Scott thought
that there wasn't really
982
00:45:54,969 --> 00:45:56,318
an audience for that, so...
983
00:45:56,405 --> 00:45:57,624
Well, if you don't
mind me saying,
984
00:45:57,711 --> 00:45:59,495
that's a little fucked up,
don't you think?
985
00:46:00,192 --> 00:46:02,020
Your spouse should be
supportive of your art,
986
00:46:02,107 --> 00:46:03,761
not trying to sabotage it.
987
00:46:05,023 --> 00:46:06,285
Yeah.
988
00:46:06,589 --> 00:46:09,854
I mean, yeah, I think back
on those days and it's like,
989
00:46:09,941 --> 00:46:11,899
could have kept writing,
you know?
990
00:46:12,160 --> 00:46:15,685
I could have maybe done
a few more albums,
991
00:46:16,817 --> 00:46:18,558
gone on tour, but I...
992
00:46:19,124 --> 00:46:21,213
I don't know. You know,
what are you gonna do?
993
00:46:21,430 --> 00:46:22,692
Past is the past.
994
00:46:23,258 --> 00:46:24,651
Well, how old
are your kids now?
995
00:46:25,130 --> 00:46:27,610
Oh, it's hard to believe,
but they're through college
996
00:46:27,741 --> 00:46:28,786
and out of the house.
997
00:46:30,004 --> 00:46:31,310
Yeah.
998
00:46:31,397 --> 00:46:33,268
Both my kids are
out of the house as well.
999
00:46:33,355 --> 00:46:36,271
It's... it's bittersweet,
though, isn't it?
1000
00:46:36,358 --> 00:46:38,186
I mean, you're happy
for the newfound freedom,
1001
00:46:38,273 --> 00:46:40,145
but you also miss them
like crazy.
1002
00:46:40,232 --> 00:46:41,799
Yeah. Yeah.
1003
00:46:41,886 --> 00:46:44,889
Although, my boys were
all too happy to get out.
1004
00:46:45,759 --> 00:46:46,847
Don't bother, Mom.
1005
00:46:46,934 --> 00:46:48,283
He's not gonna show up.
1006
00:46:51,460 --> 00:46:54,376
Scott, we...
where the hell are you?
1007
00:46:54,463 --> 00:46:56,204
We've been waiting for you
for over an hour.
1008
00:46:56,291 --> 00:46:58,685
Bodie is onstage
about to start his audition.
1009
00:47:01,470 --> 00:47:03,124
I don't know why
we're waiting for him.
1010
00:47:03,472 --> 00:47:04,604
He's always late.
1011
00:47:07,433 --> 00:47:08,564
Okay.
1012
00:47:28,628 --> 00:47:30,760
What the fuck! Eve?
1013
00:47:31,979 --> 00:47:34,677
Eve! Why can't you wait for me?
1014
00:47:35,200 --> 00:47:37,419
What the hell?
Bodie, start again.
1015
00:47:37,550 --> 00:47:38,899
Uh, just... I just...
1016
00:47:38,986 --> 00:47:40,509
I just want to hear
from the top, all right?
1017
00:47:40,596 --> 00:47:41,684
I just want to hear
the beginning.
1018
00:47:41,771 --> 00:47:43,425
-Scott.
- Shh. Just from the top.
1019
00:47:43,512 --> 00:47:44,949
Bodie! Hey!
1020
00:47:45,036 --> 00:47:46,341
Bud, take it from the top.
1021
00:47:46,428 --> 00:47:49,388
Hey! Hey!
1022
00:47:50,128 --> 00:47:51,825
-Scott!
- I'm talking to you.
1023
00:47:51,912 --> 00:47:53,218
-Scott!
- Will you just... What?
1024
00:47:53,305 --> 00:47:55,176
You are ruining his audition.
1025
00:47:55,263 --> 00:47:58,179
I'm not ruining shit.
You already ruined it.
1026
00:47:58,440 --> 00:48:01,182
Why couldn't you wait for me?
Why couldn't you wait for me?
1027
00:48:01,269 --> 00:48:02,531
We waited for you
for over an hour.
1028
00:48:02,618 --> 00:48:03,881
God!
1029
00:48:03,968 --> 00:48:05,317
Sit down
or get the fuck out of here.
1030
00:48:05,447 --> 00:48:06,492
Dad, get the fuck
out of here.
1031
00:48:06,579 --> 00:48:08,015
No one wants you here.
1032
00:48:08,668 --> 00:48:11,453
Look, Eve, you finally got
your fucking wish
1033
00:48:11,540 --> 00:48:13,064
my own kid turning against me.
1034
00:48:13,151 --> 00:48:14,761
Nobody wants me here?
1035
00:48:15,544 --> 00:48:17,416
You don't want me here?
1036
00:48:18,417 --> 00:48:20,636
I told you to fucking stop!
1037
00:48:27,774 --> 00:48:29,297
I'm out of here.
1038
00:48:39,394 --> 00:48:40,700
Well, look,
when we were kids, I mean,
1039
00:48:40,787 --> 00:48:42,267
she absolutely was
the toughest.
1040
00:48:42,354 --> 00:48:44,922
I had to be.
Our parents were not around.
1041
00:48:45,487 --> 00:48:47,228
Yeah, that's why...
1042
00:48:55,933 --> 00:48:57,717
Hey. I'm gonna go get
a glass of water.
1043
00:48:57,804 --> 00:48:59,066
Can I get you anything?
1044
00:48:59,153 --> 00:49:00,938
Uh, who's driving home?
1045
00:49:01,112 --> 00:49:03,070
- I think I should.
- I think that's fine.
1046
00:49:03,157 --> 00:49:05,290
- Okay.
- I'll go back to the trough.
1047
00:49:05,377 --> 00:49:06,769
Okay.
1048
00:49:17,345 --> 00:49:19,086
What the fuck
are you doing here?
1049
00:49:22,350 --> 00:49:24,091
If I knew
you were gonna be here,
1050
00:49:24,352 --> 00:49:27,877
with your husband no less,
I would have steered clear.
1051
00:49:31,142 --> 00:49:33,144
But I gotta admit,
it's great to see you.
1052
00:49:35,102 --> 00:49:36,103
Can I make a confession?
1053
00:49:36,190 --> 00:49:37,757
- Oh, God, please don't.
- Don't worry.
1054
00:49:37,844 --> 00:49:39,106
It's nothing dramatic.
1055
00:49:40,281 --> 00:49:41,630
But I was a bit disappointed
1056
00:49:41,717 --> 00:49:43,241
I didn't hear from you
this fall.
1057
00:49:44,285 --> 00:49:46,026
It seems to me
like you're doing just fine.
1058
00:49:49,421 --> 00:49:51,031
So how's the new book coming?
1059
00:49:51,249 --> 00:49:53,120
Actually,
I'm nearly finished.
1060
00:49:55,035 --> 00:49:56,906
- Congratulations.
- What's it called?
1061
00:49:57,037 --> 00:49:58,212
I don't know.
1062
00:49:58,386 --> 00:50:00,998
I mean, the working title
is "Filling Station."
1063
00:50:01,955 --> 00:50:05,350
Well, if you ever let anyone
read an early copy,
1064
00:50:05,437 --> 00:50:07,091
you know what a fan I am.
1065
00:50:09,354 --> 00:50:10,703
I'll be in touch.
1066
00:50:14,663 --> 00:50:16,709
That wasn't so bad, was it?
1067
00:50:17,101 --> 00:50:19,755
What? No. No,
that was actually...
1068
00:50:20,017 --> 00:50:22,497
okay, that was fun.
1069
00:50:23,368 --> 00:50:24,804
That was fun.
1070
00:50:27,067 --> 00:50:28,416
I didn't...
1071
00:50:29,852 --> 00:50:32,029
And what did you think
of uh...
1072
00:50:32,638 --> 00:50:34,248
...Andy's new girl? I liked her.
1073
00:50:36,250 --> 00:50:37,904
Yeah, I mean,
if it's between her and Tina,
1074
00:50:37,991 --> 00:50:39,514
I'd take her
any day of the week.
1075
00:50:39,601 --> 00:50:40,950
Completely agree with that.
1076
00:50:41,038 --> 00:50:43,301
I'm a sucker
for that English accent.
1077
00:50:43,388 --> 00:50:44,476
Sounds so smart.
1078
00:50:44,606 --> 00:50:45,868
Smart and sexy.
1079
00:50:45,955 --> 00:50:47,218
Okay.
1080
00:50:47,435 --> 00:50:49,568
What about, who else? Dennis?
1081
00:50:49,785 --> 00:50:52,527
Oh, my God,
the mysterious gardener.
1082
00:50:53,050 --> 00:50:55,704
Dennis. I don't know,
if I was Andy, I...
1083
00:50:56,053 --> 00:50:57,663
I would look out for that dude.
1084
00:50:58,229 --> 00:50:59,273
Dennis is a...
1085
00:51:00,796 --> 00:51:04,017
Dennis is a player,
I think Dennis is.
1086
00:51:04,887 --> 00:51:06,628
Really?
That wasn't my read on him.
1087
00:51:06,759 --> 00:51:08,065
Really?
1088
00:51:08,239 --> 00:51:10,676
I saw you two chatting it up
in the kitchen.
1089
00:51:10,763 --> 00:51:12,591
What was your read on Dennis?
1090
00:51:13,635 --> 00:51:15,507
He was asking me
what I'm working on.
1091
00:51:15,594 --> 00:51:17,074
- He's a fan.
- Oh, my God.
1092
00:51:17,161 --> 00:51:19,076
And...
1093
00:51:19,163 --> 00:51:20,990
We were talking
about Renee's property.
1094
00:51:21,339 --> 00:51:23,558
He had had them put in
some cherry blossom trees
1095
00:51:23,645 --> 00:51:24,994
- that he was worried about.
-Mm-hmm?
1096
00:51:25,299 --> 00:51:27,040
And he is not a gardener.
1097
00:51:27,127 --> 00:51:30,565
- He is a caretaker.
- Oh, is he? He's a caretaker.
1098
00:51:30,826 --> 00:51:32,959
Oh.
1099
00:51:33,046 --> 00:51:35,222
Does that mean
he does more than mow the lawn
1100
00:51:35,309 --> 00:51:36,397
and trim the hedges?
1101
00:51:36,484 --> 00:51:37,746
- Don't be such a snob.
- He takes care.
1102
00:51:37,833 --> 00:51:40,009
And by the way,
you've met him, actually.
1103
00:51:40,097 --> 00:51:42,882
Yes, we interviewed him
for our house a few years ago.
1104
00:51:42,969 --> 00:51:43,970
- Did we?
- Yes.
1105
00:51:44,057 --> 00:51:45,232
I don't recall.
1106
00:51:45,363 --> 00:51:46,799
Perhaps he didn't make
much of an impression.
1107
00:51:46,929 --> 00:51:47,930
I'm going up.
1108
00:51:48,496 --> 00:51:50,411
You go up. I'll be there.
1109
00:51:50,672 --> 00:51:51,934
- Bye.
- I'm going up.
1110
00:52:01,074 --> 00:52:02,467
Maggie Miller?
1111
00:52:03,294 --> 00:52:05,122
- Hey, how are you?
-Good.
1112
00:52:05,252 --> 00:52:07,559
I recognized your truck
from the other day.
1113
00:52:08,516 --> 00:52:10,170
Oh, so it's just the truck
that caught your eye?
1114
00:52:11,215 --> 00:52:13,391
Sorry.
1115
00:52:14,479 --> 00:52:16,045
So how's the research going?
1116
00:52:16,263 --> 00:52:17,351
Yeah, good.
1117
00:52:17,438 --> 00:52:19,048
It's been a productive
couple of days.
1118
00:52:19,353 --> 00:52:22,095
Well, I've just got to run
this mail up to the house.
1119
00:52:22,704 --> 00:52:24,228
Would you have any interest
1120
00:52:24,315 --> 00:52:26,273
in grabbing a cup of coffee
afterwards?
1121
00:52:26,447 --> 00:52:27,840
You could pick my brain
if you want,
1122
00:52:27,927 --> 00:52:29,972
get a local's look
at life in a small town.
1123
00:52:31,757 --> 00:52:33,672
Tempting,
but I don't think so.
1124
00:52:33,933 --> 00:52:35,239
Why not?
1125
00:52:35,326 --> 00:52:37,241
Because I have friends
in this town,
1126
00:52:37,328 --> 00:52:38,851
as I'm sure you do too.
1127
00:52:38,938 --> 00:52:40,461
Well, then,
how would you feel
1128
00:52:40,548 --> 00:52:42,637
about walking the property
with me?
1129
00:52:42,724 --> 00:52:44,161
It's a beautiful piece of land.
1130
00:52:45,858 --> 00:52:47,773
Don't worry. No one's home.
We can talk up there.
1131
00:52:47,947 --> 00:52:49,427
Follow me up the drive.
1132
00:52:49,514 --> 00:52:50,602
No one'll see your car there.
1133
00:53:08,010 --> 00:53:10,274
If you don't mind,
can I show you something?
1134
00:53:10,361 --> 00:53:11,536
I want to get
your opinion on it.
1135
00:53:11,623 --> 00:53:12,754
Sure.
1136
00:53:20,284 --> 00:53:21,937
The homeowner wants
to sell this,
1137
00:53:22,024 --> 00:53:26,855
and it needs a little work,
but it is a beauty.
1138
00:53:27,465 --> 00:53:30,250
- It is gorgeous.
- Yeah.
1139
00:53:30,642 --> 00:53:32,513
It's a fairly
extravagant purchase.
1140
00:53:32,600 --> 00:53:34,950
But he said he'd be willing
to give me a pretty good deal.
1141
00:53:35,168 --> 00:53:38,258
So I think
I'd like to go for it.
1142
00:53:38,606 --> 00:53:41,653
Yeah. Well, I think you should.
1143
00:53:45,439 --> 00:53:49,182
So the homeowner's...
1144
00:53:50,488 --> 00:53:51,880
not here.
1145
00:53:53,665 --> 00:53:54,622
That's right.
1146
00:53:55,971 --> 00:53:57,146
Hmm.
1147
00:54:12,510 --> 00:54:14,033
You know,
I wasn't gonna say anything,
1148
00:54:15,034 --> 00:54:16,688
but I didn't really appreciate
your comment
1149
00:54:17,123 --> 00:54:18,342
about my writing
tonight at dinner.
1150
00:54:20,082 --> 00:54:21,388
You mean
your lack of writing?
1151
00:54:22,259 --> 00:54:24,435
Wow. Really?
1152
00:54:25,523 --> 00:54:29,396
You don't want to apologize?
You want to double down?
1153
00:54:30,179 --> 00:54:32,094
I want you to
stop being so afraid.
1154
00:54:32,704 --> 00:54:34,009
You're such a good writer.
1155
00:54:34,183 --> 00:54:36,142
So big deal,
you got one bad review.
1156
00:54:36,229 --> 00:54:37,361
I got nothing
but bad reviews,
1157
00:54:37,448 --> 00:54:39,145
dozens of bad reviews.
1158
00:54:39,276 --> 00:54:40,929
Yes, but for one book.
1159
00:54:41,713 --> 00:54:44,281
I mean,
the book before that one,
1160
00:54:44,368 --> 00:54:46,674
"Everything in the Universe,"
that did fine.
1161
00:54:47,066 --> 00:54:51,244
Yeah, it was fine.
But it wasn't the plan, was it?
1162
00:54:51,331 --> 00:54:53,246
It's not the dream,
is it, Maggie?
1163
00:54:53,333 --> 00:54:54,769
You know the dream.
1164
00:54:54,856 --> 00:54:56,293
The dream is to write
the book, Maggie.
1165
00:54:56,815 --> 00:54:58,382
The book.
1166
00:54:59,078 --> 00:55:01,254
And sadly,
I'm coming to the conclusion
1167
00:55:01,341 --> 00:55:02,560
that it's not gonna happen,
so...
1168
00:55:02,647 --> 00:55:04,257
Especially if you don't try.
1169
00:55:04,344 --> 00:55:05,693
Do you not think I want to?
1170
00:55:07,695 --> 00:55:11,046
Is that what you think?
I want to. Trust me.
1171
00:55:12,526 --> 00:55:14,093
Just can't find it.
1172
00:55:14,180 --> 00:55:15,747
Oh, I don't believe that.
1173
00:55:16,313 --> 00:55:17,705
I don't know,
take tonight, for example,
1174
00:55:17,792 --> 00:55:18,967
that story we told at dinner
1175
00:55:19,054 --> 00:55:21,013
about our first apartment
and the rat.
1176
00:55:21,579 --> 00:55:23,407
Well, that would make
for a good short story.
1177
00:55:23,798 --> 00:55:26,845
Well, think about it, a couple
of 20 something kids like us
1178
00:55:26,932 --> 00:55:28,586
who come to New York
in the '90s
1179
00:55:28,673 --> 00:55:30,022
chasing their literary dream... Whoa, whoa, whoa!
1180
00:55:30,109 --> 00:55:31,023
Do me a favor.
1181
00:55:31,545 --> 00:55:33,939
I don't need you to pitch me
fucking story ideas, okay?
1182
00:55:34,026 --> 00:55:35,810
Or to give me
your sage author advice.
1183
00:55:36,028 --> 00:55:37,421
You save it.
1184
00:55:37,638 --> 00:55:40,206
Save it for Johnny Appleseed
and his cherry blossoms, okay?
1185
00:55:40,293 --> 00:55:41,338
Oh, God.
1186
00:55:43,035 --> 00:55:44,471
Well, then will you please
1187
00:55:44,558 --> 00:55:47,387
stop fucking feeling sorry
for yourself
1188
00:55:47,779 --> 00:55:49,781
and just sit down and write?
1189
00:55:50,042 --> 00:55:51,652
It is killing me
watching you wallow.
1190
00:55:51,739 --> 00:55:52,914
It's killing you?
1191
00:55:53,001 --> 00:55:54,481
And what was
that bullshit tonight
1192
00:55:54,568 --> 00:55:56,483
about "Falling Into Silence"?
1193
00:55:57,266 --> 00:56:01,183
I mean, just you've got
plenty left to say.
1194
00:56:01,270 --> 00:56:03,447
Just sit down and do the work!
1195
00:56:03,534 --> 00:56:06,058
I'm glad that you can do it.
You can.
1196
00:56:06,145 --> 00:56:09,235
You can sit and...
and spin your tales
1197
00:56:09,322 --> 00:56:11,846
about Manhattan moms
dissatisfied
1198
00:56:11,933 --> 00:56:15,110
and their nannies
and dog walkers
1199
00:56:15,372 --> 00:56:17,591
and trainers they want to fuck,
but I can't do it, Maggie.
1200
00:56:18,026 --> 00:56:20,899
I can't do it,
because what I do requires
1201
00:56:20,986 --> 00:56:25,643
precision and focus
and research and discipline!
1202
00:56:26,078 --> 00:56:28,646
I can't just...
1203
00:56:29,255 --> 00:56:31,388
Surrender
to the fucking flow state!
1204
00:56:31,649 --> 00:56:33,781
Oh, go fuck yourself, Nick!
1205
00:56:34,260 --> 00:56:38,264
The only thing less sexy
than you wallowing in self pity
1206
00:56:38,438 --> 00:56:40,005
is your jealousy.
1207
00:56:42,834 --> 00:56:44,226
Fucking asshole.
1208
00:57:11,776 --> 00:57:12,690
Morning.
1209
00:57:13,473 --> 00:57:14,474
Oh, good afternoon.
1210
00:57:14,561 --> 00:57:15,997
Yeah, sorry about that.
1211
00:57:16,128 --> 00:57:17,695
I can't believe
I slept in that much.
1212
00:57:17,782 --> 00:57:18,826
You should have
woken me, though.
1213
00:57:18,913 --> 00:57:20,088
I would've helped
clean up the mess.
1214
00:57:20,175 --> 00:57:22,177
Oh, it's fine.
It's my house, my mess.
1215
00:57:22,264 --> 00:57:23,527
There's coffee if you need.
1216
00:57:23,831 --> 00:57:25,659
I need. Thank you.
1217
00:57:25,746 --> 00:57:28,706
Hey, by the way,
I heard from my sister,
1218
00:57:28,793 --> 00:57:31,752
and she said she and Nick loved
meeting you last night.
1219
00:57:31,839 --> 00:57:34,755
So thank you for hosting them.
1220
00:57:34,842 --> 00:57:36,017
I really liked
meeting them too.
1221
00:57:36,104 --> 00:57:38,237
Well, I like Nick.
1222
00:57:38,324 --> 00:57:40,413
Your sister's harder to like.
1223
00:57:40,544 --> 00:57:42,154
I told you, right?
I mean, she can be tough.
1224
00:57:42,241 --> 00:57:43,982
Yeah. I mean, it got...
1225
00:57:44,069 --> 00:57:46,245
it got properly awkward
at the end there.
1226
00:57:46,332 --> 00:57:47,986
Well, that was nothing.
You want to see awkward?
1227
00:57:48,073 --> 00:57:49,553
One night we'll have dinner
with my sister Eve
1228
00:57:49,640 --> 00:57:50,989
and her husband.
1229
00:57:51,119 --> 00:57:52,904
I swear to you, whatever
those two saw in one another,
1230
00:57:52,991 --> 00:57:54,079
I'll never know.
1231
00:57:54,601 --> 00:57:55,950
I think it's like that
in the beginning
1232
00:57:56,037 --> 00:57:57,474
of some relationships, though.
1233
00:57:57,561 --> 00:57:59,388
You know, what you like
in the beginning
1234
00:57:59,476 --> 00:58:00,825
ends up repelling you.
1235
00:58:00,912 --> 00:58:02,348
Like, Tom,
1236
00:58:02,435 --> 00:58:04,002
you know, in the beginning,
it was so cute.
1237
00:58:04,089 --> 00:58:05,917
Like, he was, like,
living out of his car
1238
00:58:06,004 --> 00:58:08,397
and he was a starving artist
and I could take care of him
1239
00:58:08,485 --> 00:58:11,226
and it was great,
and, like, 15 years later,
1240
00:58:11,313 --> 00:58:14,142
you're like, dude,
help me pay the mortgage.
1241
00:58:14,360 --> 00:58:15,840
Yeah, well, speaking of,
1242
00:58:15,927 --> 00:58:17,058
this is Tina.
1243
00:58:17,145 --> 00:58:18,669
So you mind
if I just take this?
1244
00:58:18,756 --> 00:58:20,105
Wait, what?
1245
00:58:20,409 --> 00:58:22,107
You're not gonna
take that call.
1246
00:58:22,281 --> 00:58:23,630
Well, look, she's tried me,
like, five times
1247
00:58:23,717 --> 00:58:24,762
already this morning, so...
1248
00:58:24,979 --> 00:58:26,024
So?
1249
00:58:26,938 --> 00:58:28,940
Wait, why would you take
that call
1250
00:58:29,027 --> 00:58:30,332
if you're here with me?
1251
00:58:30,419 --> 00:58:32,247
Because I don't know.
Maybe it's an emergency.
1252
00:58:32,552 --> 00:58:34,249
I don't understand
what could be so important.
1253
00:58:34,336 --> 00:58:35,860
I mean, if you had kids,
then maybe.
1254
00:58:35,947 --> 00:58:38,036
But you don't.
1255
00:58:38,384 --> 00:58:39,864
Let me take it
so I don't have to worry,
1256
00:58:39,951 --> 00:58:40,908
all right?
I don't know.
1257
00:58:40,995 --> 00:58:42,214
Maybe it's about the cat.
1258
00:58:42,475 --> 00:58:43,650
Oh, the cat.
1259
00:58:44,129 --> 00:58:46,392
- Hey.
- The cat.
1260
00:58:46,479 --> 00:58:47,785
What's going on?
1261
00:58:47,872 --> 00:58:50,439
- Is everything all right?
-Guess where I am.
1262
00:58:50,527 --> 00:58:53,399
In our apartment,
enjoying a glass of wine.
1263
00:58:53,660 --> 00:58:56,315
Okay, you are gonna need
to return those keys,
1264
00:58:56,402 --> 00:58:58,404
or I am gonna have to change
the locks, all right?
1265
00:58:58,491 --> 00:58:59,710
All right. Calm down.
1266
00:58:59,797 --> 00:59:01,320
I told you I had
to get some things.
1267
00:59:01,450 --> 00:59:02,626
That's what I'm doing.
1268
00:59:02,713 --> 00:59:04,715
Maybe I was hoping
to run into you too.
1269
00:59:06,064 --> 00:59:08,980
Look, I want to meet
for a drink and talk.
1270
00:59:09,502 --> 00:59:11,809
When are you back
from your romantic getaway?
1271
00:59:12,070 --> 00:59:14,246
Okay, first of all, we are
not meeting for a drink.
1272
00:59:14,333 --> 00:59:15,552
You want to meet,
we can
1273
00:59:15,639 --> 00:59:16,814
do breakfast.
How about that?
1274
00:59:17,379 --> 00:59:18,903
What and you don't
trust yourself?
1275
00:59:19,033 --> 00:59:21,296
No, after the other night,
I don't trust you.
1276
00:59:21,383 --> 00:59:25,213
Fine. Breakfast it is.
1277
00:59:25,562 --> 00:59:27,128
I'll text you the details.
1278
00:59:27,215 --> 00:59:29,000
All right. I'll see you then.
1279
01:00:10,389 --> 01:00:11,564
Good morning.
1280
01:00:13,392 --> 01:00:15,655
Oh. Hey.
1281
01:00:17,091 --> 01:00:18,440
How's your head?
1282
01:00:18,615 --> 01:00:21,269
Oh, it's a carnival
in there. Listen...
1283
01:00:25,186 --> 01:00:29,147
I am sorry about last night.
1284
01:00:31,323 --> 01:00:34,456
Obviously,
I had a few too many,
1285
01:00:34,543 --> 01:00:36,371
you know, trips to the well,
and...
1286
01:00:37,329 --> 01:00:38,939
No, I should
apologize to you.
1287
01:00:39,026 --> 01:00:40,549
I shouldn't have said
what I said.
1288
01:00:40,985 --> 01:00:43,727
I know the last thing you need
is career advice from me.
1289
01:00:43,857 --> 01:00:46,555
Well, at least
we agree on that.
1290
01:00:46,730 --> 01:00:48,427
You were up early
this morning, huh?
1291
01:00:48,514 --> 01:00:49,863
Yeah. I couldn't sleep.
1292
01:00:49,950 --> 01:00:53,171
And I had a final burst
of inspiration.
1293
01:00:53,388 --> 01:00:55,173
I actually finished.
1294
01:00:55,564 --> 01:00:56,740
What?
1295
01:00:59,090 --> 01:01:00,439
Good for you, Mags.
1296
01:01:00,961 --> 01:01:02,006
Thank you.
1297
01:01:02,615 --> 01:01:03,834
Where are we off to?
1298
01:01:04,617 --> 01:01:06,924
Well, I'm... going to town,
1299
01:01:07,011 --> 01:01:10,275
um... to make some copies.
1300
01:01:11,580 --> 01:01:13,278
You know, and maybe do
a little food shopping
1301
01:01:13,365 --> 01:01:15,280
and pick up a nice bottle
of red so we can celebrate.
1302
01:01:16,324 --> 01:01:18,675
All right. Celebrate. Of course.
1303
01:01:19,980 --> 01:01:23,331
I'll... prepare something.
1304
01:01:23,418 --> 01:01:25,638
- Okay.
-See you in a bit.
1305
01:01:26,117 --> 01:01:27,292
See you later.
1306
01:01:50,489 --> 01:01:52,012
Ah, I love this line.
1307
01:01:52,099 --> 01:01:54,058
"He's worse than a wallflower.
1308
01:01:54,406 --> 01:01:57,626
"He's the bones of the house
hiding behind the sheetrock,
1309
01:01:58,018 --> 01:02:00,455
as lively as a 2x4."
1310
01:02:00,717 --> 01:02:01,935
Keep reading. Keep reading.
1311
01:02:03,284 --> 01:02:05,069
Uh, by the way,
now that I know
1312
01:02:05,156 --> 01:02:06,635
what the title refers to,
1313
01:02:08,246 --> 01:02:09,334
I like it even more.
1314
01:02:10,335 --> 01:02:11,597
I thought you might.
1315
01:02:20,693 --> 01:02:21,781
Maggie Miller, right?
1316
01:02:22,390 --> 01:02:24,305
Uh, do I know you?
1317
01:02:24,610 --> 01:02:26,003
Dennis Long.
1318
01:02:26,264 --> 01:02:29,223
You and your husband
interviewed me a few years ago.
1319
01:02:29,833 --> 01:02:32,139
I'm a caretaker,
property manager,
1320
01:02:32,226 --> 01:02:33,662
house watcher,
that sort of thing.
1321
01:02:33,967 --> 01:02:36,187
Yeah. Yeah.
Good to see you again.
1322
01:02:36,274 --> 01:02:37,362
It's okay
if you don't remember.
1323
01:02:37,449 --> 01:02:38,711
It was a long time ago.
1324
01:02:38,798 --> 01:02:40,669
But I, of course,
remember who you are
1325
01:02:40,757 --> 01:02:43,063
- because I'm a fan.
- Really?
1326
01:02:43,150 --> 01:02:45,239
Yeah, starting with
"Folding Chair."
1327
01:02:45,762 --> 01:02:48,199
And I loved "Boiling Water."
1328
01:02:48,286 --> 01:02:49,722
And what was the one
you did up here?
1329
01:02:49,809 --> 01:02:52,377
"Shoveling Snow."Yeah, I love that one.
1330
01:02:52,594 --> 01:02:54,161
You captured the offseason
up here perfectly.
1331
01:02:54,248 --> 01:02:55,815
I would have thought
you were a local.
1332
01:02:55,902 --> 01:02:57,164
You really...
you really are a fan.
1333
01:02:57,251 --> 01:02:58,252
From way back.
1334
01:02:58,339 --> 01:02:59,384
When did the first one
come out?
1335
01:02:59,471 --> 01:03:00,515
- '98?
- Oh, God, don't...
1336
01:03:00,602 --> 01:03:01,821
- '99?
- No, no, don't remind me.
1337
01:03:01,908 --> 01:03:03,910
It was so long ago. '97.
1338
01:03:04,345 --> 01:03:06,434
What's next?
You got anything in the works?
1339
01:03:06,521 --> 01:03:08,088
Well, I've had
a few false starts.
1340
01:03:08,175 --> 01:03:09,829
That's actually
why I'm up here.
1341
01:03:09,916 --> 01:03:11,439
I'm just looking
for some inspiration,
1342
01:03:11,526 --> 01:03:12,745
doing some research.
1343
01:03:13,441 --> 01:03:15,052
Well, if I can be
of any help,
1344
01:03:15,617 --> 01:03:16,880
just let me know.
1345
01:03:18,925 --> 01:03:20,448
Born and raised.
1346
01:03:24,626 --> 01:03:28,892
♪ And the one thing
You wish you could hide ♪
1347
01:03:29,370 --> 01:03:30,807
♪ Is shining
1348
01:03:31,808 --> 01:03:34,767
♪ Is shining on
1349
01:03:35,724 --> 01:03:37,509
♪ Inside
1350
01:03:41,687 --> 01:03:46,039
♪ It's a lot like being alone
1351
01:03:46,126 --> 01:03:49,216
♪ Inside a spotlight ♪
1352
01:03:49,477 --> 01:03:51,262
♪ All on your own ♪
1353
01:03:51,349 --> 01:03:53,655
♪ All on your own ♪
1354
01:03:55,048 --> 01:03:58,704
♪ With a thousand-watt light
In your eyes ♪
1355
01:03:59,705 --> 01:04:03,970
♪ With a thousand watt
Light in your eyes ♪
1356
01:04:04,884 --> 01:04:07,713
♪ And the one thing
You wish you could hide ♪
1357
01:04:08,932 --> 01:04:12,109
♪ Shining on
1358
01:04:12,370 --> 01:04:14,807
- Home.
-I'm in here.
1359
01:04:19,507 --> 01:04:21,074
We got dinner plans?
1360
01:04:21,161 --> 01:04:23,381
Um, I'm not really
that hungry.
1361
01:04:23,468 --> 01:04:25,122
I was just gonna make
a smoothie or something.
1362
01:04:26,036 --> 01:04:27,646
What's up with you
and smoothies?
1363
01:04:27,733 --> 01:04:29,082
You on a diet or something?
1364
01:04:29,169 --> 01:04:31,389
No, I'm just not that hungry.
1365
01:04:31,780 --> 01:04:35,436
Well, maybe you can rustle up
a little pasta or something?
1366
01:04:35,523 --> 01:04:36,785
Just something simple.
1367
01:04:37,612 --> 01:04:41,529
Um, well, there's some
leftovers in the fridge.
1368
01:04:41,703 --> 01:04:43,053
You could heat them up.
1369
01:04:43,270 --> 01:04:44,402
Really?
1370
01:04:44,924 --> 01:04:46,230
You don't want
to cook anything?
1371
01:04:46,317 --> 01:04:48,754
I thought we could have
a little dinner together.
1372
01:04:49,842 --> 01:04:52,236
Well, I'm just working.
1373
01:04:53,150 --> 01:04:54,673
And who inspired that?
1374
01:04:55,369 --> 01:04:56,762
Jerk off journalist?
1375
01:05:00,374 --> 01:05:02,202
You know,
I've been thinking a lot lately
1376
01:05:02,289 --> 01:05:05,684
about all the things
that I gave up for you. And...
1377
01:05:06,990 --> 01:05:08,469
you know what,
I'm not gonna do it anymore.
1378
01:05:08,556 --> 01:05:12,125
So if I want to get back
into my music, I'm going to.
1379
01:05:12,343 --> 01:05:14,345
And if you don't like it,
I don't give a fuck.
1380
01:05:14,736 --> 01:05:16,521
Wow. Easy, girl.
1381
01:05:17,130 --> 01:05:18,523
Don't lay all that on me.
1382
01:05:18,610 --> 01:05:20,003
You have your regrets,
you have your regrets.
1383
01:05:20,090 --> 01:05:21,395
We all do.
1384
01:05:21,569 --> 01:05:23,310
But I didn't ask you
to give up shit for me.
1385
01:05:23,528 --> 01:05:24,877
Are you kidding me?
1386
01:05:25,922 --> 01:05:29,882
I left L.A. for you.
I left my friends for you.
1387
01:05:30,274 --> 01:05:32,580
I quit my fucking band for you.
1388
01:05:32,667 --> 01:05:34,408
You quit
your fucking band for me
1389
01:05:34,495 --> 01:05:35,757
because you were pregnant.
1390
01:05:35,844 --> 01:05:37,890
Yeah,
because you suggested it.
1391
01:05:38,412 --> 01:05:41,198
And you were my manager
and my fucking husband.
1392
01:05:41,285 --> 01:05:42,460
And I listened to you.
1393
01:05:42,547 --> 01:05:44,288
At the time,
it was the right decision
1394
01:05:44,375 --> 01:05:45,767
for both of us,
1395
01:05:45,854 --> 01:05:48,596
for the sake of our family.
You've got to admit that!
1396
01:05:48,857 --> 01:05:49,858
Oh.
1397
01:05:50,294 --> 01:05:52,687
No, no, that is not how...
1398
01:05:52,774 --> 01:05:54,646
Look, I'm sorry
your career didn't pan out
1399
01:05:54,733 --> 01:05:56,169
the way that you hoped.
1400
01:05:56,256 --> 01:05:58,345
But we have a pretty nice life,
don't we?
1401
01:05:59,085 --> 01:06:01,479
Have I not provided
a nice life for us?
1402
01:06:02,045 --> 01:06:05,744
I never get one fucking
ounce of gratitude for that,
1403
01:06:05,831 --> 01:06:08,877
not one acknowledgment for all
the hard work that I do.
1404
01:06:09,487 --> 01:06:11,924
Instead, all you want to do
is just change me.
1405
01:06:12,011 --> 01:06:13,056
- Change you?
-Yeah.
1406
01:06:13,143 --> 01:06:15,319
I want you
to stay fucking sober.
1407
01:06:15,667 --> 01:06:17,625
Is that such a crazy request?
1408
01:06:19,236 --> 01:06:22,630
And I failed you yet again.
Is that right?
1409
01:06:23,675 --> 01:06:24,893
Yes.
1410
01:06:25,894 --> 01:06:27,200
Yet again.
1411
01:06:27,548 --> 01:06:29,507
Are you happy
in this marriage?
1412
01:06:31,291 --> 01:06:32,989
I don't want to have
this conversation
1413
01:06:33,119 --> 01:06:34,338
while you're drinking.
1414
01:06:35,556 --> 01:06:37,080
While I'm drinking?
1415
01:06:37,602 --> 01:06:40,605
It's a fucking beer.
I'm not drunk.
1416
01:06:41,562 --> 01:06:43,477
No, not yet.
1417
01:06:44,261 --> 01:06:45,740
But you will be.
1418
01:06:54,314 --> 01:06:56,229
Hey. Are we all good?
1419
01:06:56,316 --> 01:06:57,926
Or you need me to help
with anything else?
1420
01:06:58,014 --> 01:06:59,493
No, we're all good.
1421
01:07:11,418 --> 01:07:12,767
You need me
to lock it or anything?
1422
01:07:12,854 --> 01:07:14,595
No, it locks itself.
1423
01:07:15,727 --> 01:07:18,077
You know, this was a pretty
big test for us this weekend.
1424
01:07:18,164 --> 01:07:20,297
I think we passed
with flying colors, right?
1425
01:07:20,384 --> 01:07:22,081
I mean, it's one thing
to spend the night together,
1426
01:07:22,168 --> 01:07:24,257
- but a whole weekend?
- Can you unlock the door?
1427
01:07:26,042 --> 01:07:27,565
All right, yeah.
1428
01:07:41,579 --> 01:07:44,190
All right, you want to tell me
what I did to piss you off?
1429
01:07:44,364 --> 01:07:45,670
- You don't know?
- No.
1430
01:07:45,844 --> 01:07:47,280
- Really?
- No. Don't have a clue.
1431
01:07:49,369 --> 01:07:51,241
I invite you up to my house
1432
01:07:51,328 --> 01:07:53,243
to stay with me
for the weekend.
1433
01:07:54,026 --> 01:07:55,941
I want to introduce you
to some of my friends.
1434
01:07:56,115 --> 01:07:57,595
And you take a call
from your ex-wife,
1435
01:07:57,682 --> 01:07:58,987
even though I asked you not to.
1436
01:07:59,075 --> 01:08:00,728
And to make it worse,
you took the call outside
1437
01:08:00,815 --> 01:08:02,208
like you've got something
to hide.
1438
01:08:02,513 --> 01:08:03,731
Do you have something to hide?
1439
01:08:03,949 --> 01:08:05,472
Okay, first of all,
1440
01:08:05,777 --> 01:08:07,648
she's not my ex-wife yet, right?
1441
01:08:07,866 --> 01:08:09,346
I mean, we're only separated.
1442
01:08:09,433 --> 01:08:11,522
What the fuck does that mean?
1443
01:08:11,783 --> 01:08:13,437
Are you wanting to get
back together with her?
1444
01:08:13,654 --> 01:08:14,786
No, not at all.
1445
01:08:14,873 --> 01:08:16,179
I am just simply stating
the facts.
1446
01:08:16,396 --> 01:08:18,224
Oh, the facts.
You are stating the facts.
1447
01:08:18,355 --> 01:08:19,530
Okay, here's a fact.
1448
01:08:19,617 --> 01:08:21,967
Tina is not a nice person.
1449
01:08:23,316 --> 01:08:24,796
You just said back there,
1450
01:08:24,883 --> 01:08:26,841
you don't know what your sister
saw in her husband.
1451
01:08:26,928 --> 01:08:28,582
Well, what did you
ever see in Tina?
1452
01:08:29,322 --> 01:08:30,976
Look, if you must know,
there were times
1453
01:08:31,063 --> 01:08:33,109
when she could be very nice
and very sweet, all right?
1454
01:08:33,196 --> 01:08:35,720
There were?
Oh, I never saw that.
1455
01:08:37,939 --> 01:08:39,463
Renee, what are you doing?
What are you doing?
1456
01:08:39,550 --> 01:08:41,029
We just have
this great weekend,
1457
01:08:41,117 --> 01:08:42,901
and now you want to end
on a sour note.
1458
01:08:44,685 --> 01:08:46,078
What am I doing?
1459
01:08:46,513 --> 01:08:48,907
This? No. No, no, no, no.
1460
01:08:49,299 --> 01:08:51,649
You're the one who insisted
on taking a call
1461
01:08:52,128 --> 01:08:53,346
from your wife.
1462
01:08:58,134 --> 01:08:59,265
Hey.
1463
01:09:00,832 --> 01:09:02,573
Well, that took a long time.
1464
01:09:02,921 --> 01:09:05,228
Ugh, I know. I'm sorry.
1465
01:09:05,532 --> 01:09:08,579
The traffic this weekend is
worse than it is in the summer.
1466
01:09:08,666 --> 01:09:10,842
I think there must have been
some sort of accident.
1467
01:09:10,929 --> 01:09:12,148
Okay.
1468
01:09:12,365 --> 01:09:15,542
Did you...
The wine in the car?
1469
01:09:16,108 --> 01:09:18,632
Oh, fuck. I forgot.
1470
01:09:19,155 --> 01:09:20,591
You forgot the wine.
1471
01:09:21,940 --> 01:09:23,985
Oh, that's out of character.
1472
01:09:24,464 --> 01:09:29,034
Well... well, so much
for our little celebration.
1473
01:09:33,343 --> 01:09:35,345
Well, I made extra copies.
1474
01:09:38,652 --> 01:09:41,568
If you want to read it,
we can celebrate after.
1475
01:09:42,308 --> 01:09:44,180
Yeah, I'll look at it, later.
1476
01:09:47,357 --> 01:09:49,054
I'm... I'm gonna go upstairs
1477
01:09:49,185 --> 01:09:51,404
and take a nap because I just...
I didn't sleep last night.
1478
01:10:02,110 --> 01:10:03,634
Eve?
1479
01:10:04,461 --> 01:10:06,071
I'm gonna go out
for a little bit.
1480
01:10:08,987 --> 01:10:10,815
If you'd have fucking cooked.
1481
01:10:12,382 --> 01:10:13,600
Eve!
1482
01:10:21,913 --> 01:10:23,175
Are you sleeping?
1483
01:10:25,612 --> 01:10:27,005
Yeah.
1484
01:10:31,879 --> 01:10:34,186
I'm gonna go get a bite to eat.
1485
01:10:36,101 --> 01:10:37,842
Not that the...
1486
01:10:38,103 --> 01:10:41,976
leftovers weren't wonderful.
1487
01:11:08,089 --> 01:11:09,787
You hope and pray
that he wakes up one day
1488
01:11:09,917 --> 01:11:11,658
and wants to be different.
1489
01:11:11,745 --> 01:11:13,312
I don't know.
You know what? He did.
1490
01:11:13,399 --> 01:11:15,314
He'd get sober for three months,
1491
01:11:15,923 --> 01:11:17,621
and nothing changes.
1492
01:11:18,186 --> 01:11:20,580
Did you ever think about,
you know, making a change?
1493
01:11:21,494 --> 01:11:24,105
Yeah, but I don't know.
1494
01:11:24,192 --> 01:11:26,020
I think
when I was younger, maybe.
1495
01:11:26,107 --> 01:11:29,154
But it's just a little hard
to imagine now, you know?
1496
01:11:29,720 --> 01:11:33,550
Being out there alone
at my age, just...
1497
01:11:33,637 --> 01:11:36,640
At your age?
That's crazy.
1498
01:11:36,901 --> 01:11:39,773
No, I mean, you're gorgeous.
You're smart.
1499
01:11:40,034 --> 01:11:41,688
You're fucking talented
to boot.
1500
01:11:42,036 --> 01:11:44,082
The last thing
that you would be is alone.
1501
01:11:45,997 --> 01:11:50,262
Anyway, this is my place.
You want to feel really old,
1502
01:11:50,523 --> 01:11:53,483
this place used to be Area,
this building.
1503
01:11:53,570 --> 01:11:54,919
- You remember that?
- The nightclub?
1504
01:11:55,006 --> 01:11:57,051
Yes.
Get out of here.
1505
01:11:57,182 --> 01:12:00,098
Well, then I'm pretty sure that
I stood in this exact alleyway
1506
01:12:00,228 --> 01:12:02,796
back in 1987,
probably coked out of my mind.
1507
01:12:03,623 --> 01:12:04,624
Mm.
1508
01:12:04,842 --> 01:12:06,974
You don't party
like that anymore, do you?
1509
01:12:07,497 --> 01:12:09,716
No, I mean, that was
that was a lifetime ago.
1510
01:12:10,064 --> 01:12:12,893
Now, at the most,
I barely even drink.
1511
01:12:13,590 --> 01:12:17,898
unless, you know, I'm sharing
a bottle with someone I like.
1512
01:12:18,551 --> 01:12:20,466
So you mentioned
that you might want
1513
01:12:20,553 --> 01:12:22,338
to ask a few more questions.
1514
01:12:24,078 --> 01:12:26,733
Scott's gonna be
on the road this weekend
1515
01:12:27,081 --> 01:12:30,563
if you wanted to, I don't know,
maybe get together for lunch.
1516
01:12:30,650 --> 01:12:32,391
Yes, absolutely.
1517
01:12:33,523 --> 01:12:34,654
I would love that.
1518
01:12:36,917 --> 01:12:39,572
You know what? I...
1519
01:12:39,833 --> 01:12:41,618
I got to head back to
the country tomorrow, though,
1520
01:12:41,748 --> 01:12:43,359
so... Oh.
1521
01:12:43,924 --> 01:12:46,405
Okay.
I mean, any some other time.
1522
01:12:46,492 --> 01:12:48,668
No, but hey,
tell you what, if...
1523
01:12:48,973 --> 01:12:50,627
if you're comfortable,
it's only a...
1524
01:12:50,844 --> 01:12:52,890
you know,
a two-hour train ride.
1525
01:12:54,674 --> 01:12:56,023
For lunch?
1526
01:12:56,197 --> 01:12:59,505
Yeah, or...
you could spend the night.
1527
01:13:02,769 --> 01:13:04,597
Um...
1528
01:13:04,815 --> 01:13:08,471
Uh, no, I mean, you know,
if you're open to it.
1529
01:13:10,473 --> 01:13:13,040
Yeah, I'll think about that.
1530
01:13:14,477 --> 01:13:16,304
All right. Okay.
1531
01:13:16,392 --> 01:13:17,480
- Yeah. Well.
- Talk soon.
1532
01:13:17,567 --> 01:13:19,264
Okay.
1533
01:13:33,017 --> 01:13:35,933
Look, I am sorry
I took the call.
1534
01:13:36,324 --> 01:13:38,762
If I had any idea
it would upset you like this,
1535
01:13:38,849 --> 01:13:40,241
I never would have answered it.
1536
01:13:40,328 --> 01:13:41,721
Was it an emergency?
1537
01:13:41,808 --> 01:13:43,027
I mean, I hope the cat's okay.
1538
01:13:47,858 --> 01:13:49,250
Let me get your bag.
1539
01:13:49,337 --> 01:13:51,165
No, pop the trunk.
I'll get it myself.
1540
01:13:51,252 --> 01:13:53,298
Renee, hold up.
1541
01:13:55,300 --> 01:13:58,782
I mean, what is going on here?
It was just a phone call.
1542
01:13:58,869 --> 01:14:00,436
I know. I'm...
1543
01:14:01,132 --> 01:14:02,742
Look, I am as surprised
as you are
1544
01:14:02,829 --> 01:14:04,701
by this reaction, honestly.
1545
01:14:06,137 --> 01:14:08,705
And it scares me because I...
1546
01:14:09,314 --> 01:14:10,924
I think I really like you.
1547
01:14:11,011 --> 01:14:12,230
Oh, well,
that's a good thing, right?
1548
01:14:12,317 --> 01:14:14,014
Because I really like you.
1549
01:14:14,972 --> 01:14:19,237
And now that I know how
my speaking to her affects you,
1550
01:14:19,324 --> 01:14:22,240
I promise you I will be
more mindful of that.
1551
01:14:22,719 --> 01:14:24,372
Okay? I am sorry.
1552
01:14:24,721 --> 01:14:28,115
Okay. Thanks. I'm sorry too.
1553
01:14:29,769 --> 01:14:31,815
I think I've just got
some trust issues after Tom
1554
01:14:31,902 --> 01:14:36,210
that I've got to work through.
And remember, I know Tina.
1555
01:14:36,297 --> 01:14:38,996
I know how manipulative
and vindictive she can be.
1556
01:14:39,083 --> 01:14:41,302
Yeah, I know.
And I'm telling you, though,
1557
01:14:41,389 --> 01:14:43,391
you have nothing
to worry about.
1558
01:14:45,568 --> 01:14:48,658
So are we still on
for tomorrow night, I hope?
1559
01:14:49,833 --> 01:14:51,312
Yeah.
1560
01:14:51,399 --> 01:14:52,575
- All right, good.
- Okay.
1561
01:14:54,577 --> 01:14:55,752
- I'll see you tomorrow.
- Okay.
1562
01:14:55,969 --> 01:14:57,405
- Bye.
- Bye.
1563
01:16:23,883 --> 01:16:26,669
So I noticed you didn't get
very far in my book last night.
1564
01:16:29,715 --> 01:16:30,586
Yes.
1565
01:16:31,108 --> 01:16:33,197
You didn't like it?
1566
01:16:34,502 --> 01:16:39,595
Actually,
I just had to put it aside.
1567
01:16:40,770 --> 01:16:41,988
Really? Why?
1568
01:16:42,206 --> 01:16:43,337
I don't know.
1569
01:16:44,861 --> 01:16:47,167
Hitting a little too close
to home, I guess.
1570
01:16:47,864 --> 01:16:49,213
In what way?
1571
01:16:52,520 --> 01:16:53,783
Well, I...
1572
01:16:55,741 --> 01:16:57,874
I got to the dinner chapter.
1573
01:16:58,701 --> 01:17:01,660
The husband character was,
I don't know,
1574
01:17:01,747 --> 01:17:05,490
chopping and preparing
and cooking and going on
1575
01:17:05,577 --> 01:17:08,058
about how fresh
the produce was.
1576
01:17:08,798 --> 01:17:12,932
And he asks his wife character,
to, you know, have a taste.
1577
01:17:16,414 --> 01:17:18,808
Yeah. And?
1578
01:17:19,678 --> 01:17:22,638
Well, then great
insightful detail
1579
01:17:22,725 --> 01:17:26,119
about her reluctance
to open her mouth
1580
01:17:26,206 --> 01:17:27,686
as he feeds her by hand
1581
01:17:27,773 --> 01:17:32,865
and how she's repulsed
by his slightest touch,
1582
01:17:32,952 --> 01:17:36,826
and mostly that...
1583
01:17:37,696 --> 01:17:42,092
...how she's annoyed by his
constant and needy requests
1584
01:17:42,832 --> 01:17:45,051
for her to taste his cooking.
1585
01:17:45,530 --> 01:17:49,795
Nick. This isn't us.
He's not you.
1586
01:17:50,230 --> 01:17:54,147
Yeah, I particularly enjoyed
the silver haired husband
1587
01:17:54,234 --> 01:17:57,934
moping around, about how
it's a rough time for him
1588
01:17:58,021 --> 01:17:59,631
because the kids are gone.
1589
01:18:00,632 --> 01:18:03,417
And then at some point,
he makes the suggestion,
1590
01:18:03,504 --> 01:18:05,332
shockingly familiar,
that, I don't know,
1591
01:18:05,419 --> 01:18:07,857
they sell their apartment
because it's just too sad there
1592
01:18:09,162 --> 01:18:11,904
without their two daughters.
I mean...
1593
01:18:12,122 --> 01:18:14,080
You're a fucking writer,
for Christ's sake, Nick!
1594
01:18:14,167 --> 01:18:15,255
It's fiction.
1595
01:18:19,912 --> 01:18:21,653
Oh, boy.
1596
01:18:23,568 --> 01:18:26,223
I mean, you've used me before,
but, you know, come on, Maggie.
1597
01:18:26,702 --> 01:18:29,008
That's... Oh, God.
1598
01:18:46,112 --> 01:18:47,984
I'm so sorry.
Were you waiting long?
1599
01:18:48,071 --> 01:18:49,942
I hit a little bit of traffic
on the way over here.
1600
01:18:50,029 --> 01:18:51,727
I also wanted
to get some wine, so...
1601
01:18:51,814 --> 01:18:53,293
Okay. No, it was fine.
1602
01:18:53,380 --> 01:18:54,599
You look... you look great,
by the way.
1603
01:18:54,686 --> 01:18:56,296
Thank you.
1604
01:18:59,822 --> 01:19:01,432
What?
1605
01:19:01,519 --> 01:19:02,999
I'm just happy you're here.
1606
01:19:24,498 --> 01:19:26,631
Hey, you see that place
right there?
1607
01:19:26,936 --> 01:19:28,502
You know your dream house
in Laurel Canyon?
1608
01:19:28,851 --> 01:19:30,504
That right there is mine.
1609
01:19:31,331 --> 01:19:33,203
Some fucking tech bro
owns it now.
1610
01:19:34,770 --> 01:19:36,119
- I'm just gonna get some air.
- Are you okay?
1611
01:19:36,249 --> 01:19:38,208
You, uh,
you look a little green.
1612
01:19:38,338 --> 01:19:39,731
No, no, no, I'm fine.
1613
01:19:39,818 --> 01:19:41,907
I'm just... I'm just
a little nervous.
1614
01:19:41,994 --> 01:19:43,866
Oh, no need to be nervous.
1615
01:19:44,518 --> 01:19:46,607
- Sure you're all right?
- Yeah.
1616
01:19:48,566 --> 01:19:50,394
I'll be really, really quick.
1617
01:20:20,337 --> 01:20:21,468
Hi.
1618
01:20:21,642 --> 01:20:22,818
Hey.
1619
01:20:25,124 --> 01:20:26,473
Thank you for agreeing
to meet with me.
1620
01:20:26,560 --> 01:20:27,953
Yeah, of course.
1621
01:20:28,040 --> 01:20:30,129
Oh. Your keys.
1622
01:20:30,216 --> 01:20:32,871
- Ah. Thank you.
- Mm-hmm.
1623
01:20:34,046 --> 01:20:36,701
Oh, yeah, I have to apologize
for the other night.
1624
01:20:36,788 --> 01:20:38,442
I was a little out of control.
1625
01:20:38,529 --> 01:20:40,618
All right, then.
I owe you an apology as well.
1626
01:20:40,879 --> 01:20:42,881
You did not need
to find out about me and Renee
1627
01:20:42,968 --> 01:20:44,448
the way you did, all right?
1628
01:20:44,535 --> 01:20:46,842
You know, I wanted to tell you
earlier, but I just...
1629
01:20:46,929 --> 01:20:48,582
I don't know,
I didn't know how.
1630
01:20:48,669 --> 01:20:50,454
How's it going
with you two, anyhow?
1631
01:20:50,933 --> 01:20:52,195
Pretty good, I guess.
1632
01:20:52,282 --> 01:20:53,979
She's very different
than I am,
1633
01:20:54,458 --> 01:20:56,155
but I can see why you like her.
1634
01:20:56,547 --> 01:20:58,854
Hi. Did you want some coffee
as well, or...
1635
01:21:01,726 --> 01:21:03,510
Do you promise me
that nothing ever happened
1636
01:21:03,597 --> 01:21:04,816
between you two
while we were together?
1637
01:21:04,903 --> 01:21:06,122
Come on. Are you kidding me?
1638
01:21:06,209 --> 01:21:07,601
No. No, of course not.
1639
01:21:07,688 --> 01:21:09,429
I never even looked
at her back then.
1640
01:21:09,516 --> 01:21:11,083
All right?
1641
01:21:11,170 --> 01:21:12,476
This thing that has
happened between us
1642
01:21:12,563 --> 01:21:14,521
was completely unexpected.
1643
01:21:17,350 --> 01:21:18,874
Do you find her
more attractive than I am?
1644
01:21:20,223 --> 01:21:22,921
You know what?
I'm not gonna answer that.
1645
01:21:23,095 --> 01:21:25,489
I mean, she has
great personal style.
1646
01:21:26,664 --> 01:21:29,058
I'm so much fucking hotter
than she is, though.
1647
01:21:29,145 --> 01:21:30,668
I mean, if you're into
that sort of thing.
1648
01:21:34,367 --> 01:21:36,282
Oh, I'll note
that you did not disagree.
1649
01:21:36,369 --> 01:21:37,893
Okay, you know what
we're gonna do?
1650
01:21:37,980 --> 01:21:39,938
We're gonna agree
not to talk about her.
1651
01:21:40,025 --> 01:21:41,722
We're not talking about her.
We're talking about me.
1652
01:21:42,375 --> 01:21:43,681
Are you still attracted to me?
1653
01:21:45,988 --> 01:21:47,859
- Why does that matter?
- Just does.
1654
01:21:49,426 --> 01:21:50,601
Well, then yeah, of course.
1655
01:21:50,731 --> 01:21:52,168
I mean,
that's not gonna change.
1656
01:21:52,820 --> 01:21:55,519
As you well know, that was not
one of our issues, was it?
1657
01:21:56,215 --> 01:21:57,390
Not, it wasn't.
1658
01:21:59,131 --> 01:22:00,350
Okay.
1659
01:22:00,611 --> 01:22:02,308
So what I wanted
to tell you today was,
1660
01:22:02,395 --> 01:22:04,397
even though I was tipsy
that night that I let myself
1661
01:22:04,484 --> 01:22:05,921
into our apartment,
1662
01:22:06,008 --> 01:22:07,357
I went there
with a clear intention.
1663
01:22:07,705 --> 01:22:09,315
All right. What was that?
1664
01:22:13,015 --> 01:22:14,059
I miss you.
1665
01:22:40,956 --> 01:22:43,088
-Feeling a little better?
- Oh, yeah.
1666
01:22:43,175 --> 01:22:45,438
- Sorry about that.
- No worries.
1667
01:22:45,525 --> 01:22:46,874
Come on in.
1668
01:22:46,962 --> 01:22:48,441
I'll fix us
something to drink.
1669
01:22:49,660 --> 01:22:51,227
This place is
really beautiful.
1670
01:22:51,314 --> 01:22:52,706
It's pretty amazing,
isn't it?
1671
01:22:52,837 --> 01:22:54,230
It's not mine, though.
1672
01:22:54,317 --> 01:22:56,623
My brother lets me use it
when I'm trying to write.
1673
01:22:57,276 --> 01:22:59,757
It's a little bit easier
to focus up here, you know?
1674
01:23:06,720 --> 01:23:08,157
So this is it.
1675
01:23:08,722 --> 01:23:10,159
Welcome to my humble abode.
1676
01:23:10,246 --> 01:23:11,377
It's nice.
1677
01:23:17,253 --> 01:23:18,950
There's a guest bedroom
upstairs,
1678
01:23:19,037 --> 01:23:20,691
if that'll make you
more comfortable.
1679
01:23:21,953 --> 01:23:23,824
Yeah, yeah, I think
that's probably the best thing,
1680
01:23:23,911 --> 01:23:25,696
- for now.
- I figured as much.
1681
01:23:26,001 --> 01:23:27,219
But I'll leave my room unlocked
1682
01:23:27,306 --> 01:23:28,655
just in case you get lonely, huh?
1683
01:23:28,742 --> 01:23:30,353
Okay.
1684
01:23:31,223 --> 01:23:32,746
Come on up.
1685
01:23:35,967 --> 01:23:37,969
Your bathroom's right here.
1686
01:23:40,015 --> 01:23:41,016
All right.
1687
01:23:41,146 --> 01:23:42,452
Not too bad, right?
1688
01:23:42,582 --> 01:23:44,106
This is really nice.
1689
01:23:49,937 --> 01:23:51,939
Wow, it's so big here.
1690
01:23:52,027 --> 01:23:54,159
- It's beautiful.
- Is it gonna be okay?
1691
01:23:55,030 --> 01:23:56,640
What? Oh.
1692
01:23:59,034 --> 01:24:01,166
- I'm gonna be comfortable.
- Good.
1693
01:24:02,298 --> 01:24:06,911
I... I should probably
brush my teeth first,
1694
01:24:07,303 --> 01:24:08,608
- right?
- Yeah. Okay.
1695
01:24:08,695 --> 01:24:10,262
No, that's...
That's a good idea.
1696
01:24:10,480 --> 01:24:11,829
And then just...
1697
01:24:11,916 --> 01:24:14,484
I might need a couple
minutes just to get settled.
1698
01:24:14,658 --> 01:24:16,094
Yeah. No, of course.
1699
01:24:16,181 --> 01:24:17,922
I'll tell you what,
if you're open to it,
1700
01:24:18,009 --> 01:24:19,880
we can pick up
on the interview again.
1701
01:24:19,967 --> 01:24:23,058
I can grab my notes, and I can
ask you a few more questions.
1702
01:24:23,362 --> 01:24:25,669
Okay.
Good.
1703
01:24:25,799 --> 01:24:29,542
Uh, what can I get you to drink?
Wine? Something stronger maybe?
1704
01:24:29,629 --> 01:24:31,370
I think just water for now.
1705
01:24:32,241 --> 01:24:34,417
Water? Sure. Water it is.
1706
01:24:34,765 --> 01:24:37,202
Meet me out back.
We can talk on the lawn.
1707
01:24:44,514 --> 01:24:47,343
All right, look, I'm sorry.
I can't.
1708
01:24:47,430 --> 01:24:48,866
- Can't what?
- Can't what?
1709
01:24:48,953 --> 01:24:50,737
- I think you know what.
-Come on.
1710
01:24:51,303 --> 01:24:53,392
Nobody needs to know.
It could be fun.
1711
01:24:53,523 --> 01:24:54,828
Yeah, it could be
a lot of fun.
1712
01:24:55,046 --> 01:24:56,656
But you seem to be
forgetting the fact
1713
01:24:56,743 --> 01:24:58,876
that you're the one who wanted
to end things, right?
1714
01:24:58,963 --> 01:25:00,573
Remember, you wanted
a "new chapter."
1715
01:25:00,747 --> 01:25:02,358
I know. I know.
1716
01:25:03,924 --> 01:25:05,361
Doesn't mean I can't miss you.
1717
01:25:07,841 --> 01:25:09,234
All right, you know what?
I think it's best
1718
01:25:09,321 --> 01:25:11,018
if we get the check
and I get out of here.
1719
01:25:11,280 --> 01:25:12,411
Come on.
1720
01:25:13,325 --> 01:25:16,546
Could be our little secret.
Um...
1721
01:25:17,024 --> 01:25:19,505
I already have
the room upstairs.
1722
01:25:23,553 --> 01:25:24,641
Wow.
1723
01:25:25,903 --> 01:25:27,122
What a day.
1724
01:25:27,513 --> 01:25:30,864
It's my favorite spot.
Come on over and sit down.
1725
01:25:37,132 --> 01:25:39,395
So are you really gonna use
any of this in your book?
1726
01:25:41,092 --> 01:25:42,659
Well, let me
just say it this way.
1727
01:25:42,746 --> 01:25:44,400
You are dangerously close
1728
01:25:44,487 --> 01:25:46,141
to becoming
my favorite chapter.
1729
01:25:46,228 --> 01:25:48,012
God.
1730
01:25:51,102 --> 01:25:53,713
You know, I have to tell you,
you did inspire me.
1731
01:25:54,845 --> 01:25:57,239
You know, that day after
we had the first interview,
1732
01:25:57,630 --> 01:26:00,590
I went home,
and I just started writing.
1733
01:26:01,112 --> 01:26:03,506
And I wrote the first song
that I've written in years.
1734
01:26:04,028 --> 01:26:06,117
That's amazing. Good for you.
1735
01:26:06,857 --> 01:26:08,075
See, I told you,
it's never too late.
1736
01:26:09,860 --> 01:26:12,079
So how are you feeling
about it?
1737
01:26:12,558 --> 01:26:14,691
I think it's pretty special.
1738
01:26:15,300 --> 01:26:17,650
I mean, it just kind of
poured out of me,
1739
01:26:17,737 --> 01:26:19,348
which is usually
a pretty good sign.
1740
01:26:20,000 --> 01:26:21,263
What do you call it?
1741
01:26:22,002 --> 01:26:23,526
"Shining On."
1742
01:26:24,657 --> 01:26:26,703
It's about fresh starts.
1743
01:26:28,183 --> 01:26:30,010
Second acts. You know.
1744
01:26:30,707 --> 01:26:33,449
The promise of new beginnings,
if you will.
1745
01:26:33,797 --> 01:26:37,104
Well, I... I have to tell you,
I do have a guitar
1746
01:26:37,192 --> 01:26:40,151
inside the house, so if you
ever want to play it for me...
1747
01:26:41,718 --> 01:26:45,112
I mean, a personal concert by
none other than Ms. Eve Miller?
1748
01:26:45,461 --> 01:26:47,724
Sign me up.
1749
01:26:48,159 --> 01:26:50,248
Well, I would like to hear
your thoughts about it.
1750
01:26:50,379 --> 01:26:52,859
So, maybe after dinner.
1751
01:26:53,077 --> 01:26:56,515
Okay. It's a deal.
1752
01:27:14,620 --> 01:27:16,579
Hello? Renee.
1753
01:27:16,666 --> 01:27:18,102
Hi, it's Tina.
1754
01:27:18,189 --> 01:27:20,409
Oh, hey, Tina.
What can I do for you?
1755
01:27:21,714 --> 01:27:23,499
I wanted to know
why you're dating Andy.
1756
01:27:23,586 --> 01:27:24,978
I thought
you and I were friends.
1757
01:27:25,065 --> 01:27:27,503
Yeah, but not
good friends,
1758
01:27:27,677 --> 01:27:28,939
though, right,
if we're being honest?
1759
01:27:30,288 --> 01:27:31,333
Well, that's clearly
your impression
1760
01:27:31,507 --> 01:27:33,378
of our relationship.
I thought differently.
1761
01:27:33,465 --> 01:27:34,684
Really?
Because after you left Chanel,
1762
01:27:34,771 --> 01:27:36,076
I never heard from you again.
1763
01:27:36,512 --> 01:27:38,383
I mean, I remember calling you
after my divorce,
1764
01:27:38,470 --> 01:27:40,646
and you just never
called me back.
1765
01:27:41,081 --> 01:27:43,867
I had shit going on.
New job, more responsibility.
1766
01:27:44,128 --> 01:27:45,956
Sorry, I was
a little distracted.
1767
01:27:46,043 --> 01:27:47,262
Oh, there's no need
to apologize.
1768
01:27:47,349 --> 01:27:49,002
I wasn't mad. It was just...
1769
01:27:49,525 --> 01:27:52,267
Think it explains why I never
considered us great friends.
1770
01:27:54,138 --> 01:27:56,227
I remember you and I having
conversations about Andy,
1771
01:27:56,314 --> 01:27:57,489
about our relationship.
1772
01:27:57,576 --> 01:27:58,795
Have you shared
any of that with him?
1773
01:27:58,969 --> 01:28:00,449
- No.
-Good.
1774
01:28:00,710 --> 01:28:02,929
I feel pretty terrible about
some of the things I said.
1775
01:28:03,016 --> 01:28:04,931
Mm, well,
you probably should,
1776
01:28:05,018 --> 01:28:06,585
because you could be
very cruel.
1777
01:28:07,847 --> 01:28:09,284
Is that why you pursued him?
1778
01:28:09,501 --> 01:28:10,807
I didn't pursue him.
1779
01:28:11,329 --> 01:28:12,635
How'd you guys
end up together?
1780
01:28:12,939 --> 01:28:15,768
We just ran into each other,
actually. It was a coincidence.
1781
01:28:16,508 --> 01:28:18,554
And you ended up
in bed together how?
1782
01:28:18,989 --> 01:28:21,557
Well, I guess we hit it off.
1783
01:28:22,645 --> 01:28:25,778
So this thing with Andy,
is that gonna continue?
1784
01:28:26,301 --> 01:28:27,650
I think so.
1785
01:28:28,607 --> 01:28:29,869
Interesting.
1786
01:28:30,435 --> 01:28:32,829
It's not the impression I got
when I saw him today.
1787
01:28:43,579 --> 01:28:46,103
Hey, I'm gonna go for a walk.
1788
01:28:46,190 --> 01:28:48,540
- Care to join me?
- No, thanks.
1789
01:28:48,627 --> 01:28:51,021
I'm gonna stick
with "Filling Station."
1790
01:28:51,326 --> 01:28:52,544
Are you sure?
1791
01:28:52,631 --> 01:28:53,980
You don't have to
if you don't want to.
1792
01:28:54,067 --> 01:28:55,417
Oh, I want to.
1793
01:28:55,504 --> 01:28:57,897
That way, we can celebrate
when I'm finished.
1794
01:28:59,899 --> 01:29:01,292
Okay, great.
1795
01:29:01,684 --> 01:29:02,859
It's good, Mags.
1796
01:29:03,381 --> 01:29:05,296
I mean, it's always good.
You're always good.
1797
01:29:06,776 --> 01:29:08,125
It's still a little, you know,
1798
01:29:08,212 --> 01:29:10,693
rich people and their
champagne problems, but...
1799
01:29:11,998 --> 01:29:13,652
Well, I write what I know.
1800
01:29:53,257 --> 01:29:55,259
This isn't
the first time you've done this,
1801
01:29:55,433 --> 01:29:56,652
is it?
1802
01:29:57,348 --> 01:29:59,437
-Why would you say that?
-I don't know.
1803
01:29:59,742 --> 01:30:02,527
You seem very relaxed
about the whole thing.
1804
01:30:02,788 --> 01:30:06,488
Compared to who?
Have you had many affairs?
1805
01:30:10,753 --> 01:30:15,540
Well, let's just say,
you meet a lot of unhappy women
1806
01:30:15,627 --> 01:30:17,107
up here during the summer.
1807
01:30:17,194 --> 01:30:19,631
Hmm. Why are they so unhappy?
1808
01:30:21,198 --> 01:30:23,200
Probably for the same reasons
you are.
1809
01:30:26,551 --> 01:30:28,379
Who says I'm unhappy?
1810
01:30:29,511 --> 01:30:30,903
Aren't you?
1811
01:30:31,513 --> 01:30:32,644
No.
1812
01:30:33,428 --> 01:30:34,907
Why would you assume that?
1813
01:30:36,605 --> 01:30:38,171
Because you're here,
1814
01:30:38,998 --> 01:30:40,522
and not at home
with your husband.
1815
01:30:46,353 --> 01:30:48,660
Well, maybe I don't
believe in monogamy.
1816
01:30:50,923 --> 01:30:54,536
Maybe my husband and I have
an agreement about that.
1817
01:30:59,584 --> 01:31:00,846
Do you?
1818
01:31:55,814 --> 01:31:56,989
Whoo!
1819
01:31:58,077 --> 01:32:00,210
Damn.
It's getting cold out there.
1820
01:32:00,384 --> 01:32:03,256
Wow!
1821
01:32:08,523 --> 01:32:10,263
God, you smell good.
1822
01:32:11,395 --> 01:32:14,746
- Thanks.
- You know, I remember
your perfume from lunch too.
1823
01:32:15,051 --> 01:32:17,836
Oh. Thanks.
1824
01:32:19,621 --> 01:32:22,101
You, uh, you're sure I can't
interest you in a glass?
1825
01:32:22,406 --> 01:32:25,583
Uh, no, you know, I'm really...
I'm... I'm good.
1826
01:32:25,670 --> 01:32:27,150
Thanks, though.
1827
01:32:29,239 --> 01:32:31,676
So you and your husband
never got a place up here, huh?
1828
01:32:31,981 --> 01:32:33,286
No, no.
1829
01:32:33,373 --> 01:32:34,940
Scott is one of the few people
1830
01:32:35,027 --> 01:32:36,638
that actually likes New York
in the summer.
1831
01:32:38,770 --> 01:32:40,511
Ah, so he's a fan
of the stink of piss
1832
01:32:40,598 --> 01:32:42,078
on every street corner, hmm?
1833
01:32:42,165 --> 01:32:43,645
I mean, I think
he just likes the fact
1834
01:32:43,732 --> 01:32:45,255
that no one's actually in town.
1835
01:32:45,777 --> 01:32:47,344
And then, you know,
he always says
1836
01:32:47,431 --> 01:32:50,739
that real New Yorkers don't
complain about crowded subways
1837
01:32:50,826 --> 01:32:53,655
or cold winters
or the stink of piss.
1838
01:32:53,742 --> 01:32:55,395
-Okay, Mr. Hardcore.
-
1839
01:32:55,482 --> 01:32:57,093
Well, I've got
time enough there
1840
01:32:57,180 --> 01:32:58,964
to know that I can
happily do without
1841
01:32:59,051 --> 01:33:00,357
any of those things,
1842
01:33:00,923 --> 01:33:03,316
which is why I come up here
as often as I do.
1843
01:33:03,578 --> 01:33:05,928
So why didn't you ever get
a place up here?
1844
01:33:06,058 --> 01:33:07,146
Well, for one thing,
I don't manage
1845
01:33:07,538 --> 01:33:09,192
big time rock and roll bands.
I just write about them.
1846
01:33:10,367 --> 01:33:12,325
But to answer your question,
you know,
1847
01:33:12,412 --> 01:33:14,110
I grew up mostly
in Northern California.
1848
01:33:14,197 --> 01:33:16,591
But when my folks got divorced,
my old man moved
1849
01:33:16,678 --> 01:33:18,114
back to New York City,
1850
01:33:18,201 --> 01:33:21,421
and we would go out
to visit him every summer.
1851
01:33:21,683 --> 01:33:24,816
And he would always take us
on a one-week vacation up here.
1852
01:33:25,077 --> 01:33:26,775
You know, get a cabin
out in the woods,
1853
01:33:26,862 --> 01:33:29,299
do some fishing, hiking,
shit like that.
1854
01:33:29,516 --> 01:33:32,345
And that's how I fell
in love with this place.
1855
01:33:33,956 --> 01:33:35,827
And on the drive up here,
my brothers and sisters,
1856
01:33:36,175 --> 01:33:39,570
they would always point out
the houses or the farms
1857
01:33:39,657 --> 01:33:40,789
that we were gonna live in
1858
01:33:40,876 --> 01:33:42,268
when they struck it rich,
you know?
1859
01:33:42,355 --> 01:33:44,488
But every summer, they always...
1860
01:33:44,575 --> 01:33:46,403
they always picked
a different house.
1861
01:33:46,751 --> 01:33:48,623
But I always picked
the same one.
1862
01:33:48,884 --> 01:33:50,276
The Victorian
that the tech bro got.
1863
01:33:50,450 --> 01:33:51,451
Yeah.
1864
01:33:51,930 --> 01:33:53,236
And I really believed that
I was gonna get the money
1865
01:33:53,323 --> 01:33:54,759
to buy that place one day.
1866
01:33:54,846 --> 01:33:56,848
I was convinced
that I would get it done
1867
01:33:56,935 --> 01:33:58,502
by the time I was 30
because, of course,
1868
01:33:58,589 --> 01:34:00,025
I'd be a best selling author
by then.
1869
01:34:00,112 --> 01:34:03,550
But instead, I was unpublished.
1870
01:34:03,638 --> 01:34:06,684
I... Married with two kids.
1871
01:34:07,076 --> 01:34:10,427
So... 30 turned into 40.
1872
01:34:11,689 --> 01:34:15,432
And instead of writing
a best seller,
1873
01:34:15,519 --> 01:34:19,305
I end up in a velvet coffin
doing profiles for half talents
1874
01:34:19,392 --> 01:34:21,438
for "Spin" and "Rolling Stone."
1875
01:34:23,396 --> 01:34:24,789
Then I got divorced.
1876
01:34:25,050 --> 01:34:28,706
So... 40 turned to 50.
1877
01:34:29,794 --> 01:34:32,536
And then riding over here
with you today,
1878
01:34:32,623 --> 01:34:34,538
that was the first time
I went past that house
1879
01:34:34,625 --> 01:34:36,540
and didn't think that one day
it would be mine.
1880
01:34:38,020 --> 01:34:39,717
That's a 45-year-old
fucking dream
1881
01:34:39,804 --> 01:34:41,197
finally put to rest.
1882
01:34:43,721 --> 01:34:46,898
Wow.
1883
01:34:48,987 --> 01:34:50,206
Well...
1884
01:34:52,295 --> 01:34:54,689
here's to the pleasures
that failed to last
1885
01:34:55,298 --> 01:34:57,082
and the dreams
that didn't come true.
1886
01:35:02,609 --> 01:35:04,394
Oh.
1887
01:35:08,485 --> 01:35:10,705
But hey, you know what?
1888
01:35:11,009 --> 01:35:12,794
With this new book,
maybe the house of my dreams
1889
01:35:12,881 --> 01:35:14,230
is yet within my grasp.
1890
01:35:14,360 --> 01:35:16,449
Yeah, you know, and at least
you have this place
1891
01:35:16,536 --> 01:35:18,408
to come up and use, right?
1892
01:35:18,669 --> 01:35:20,671
I mean, and you've got
the book you're writing.
1893
01:35:20,758 --> 01:35:22,629
It's... it's... it's gonna,
1894
01:35:22,717 --> 01:35:25,154
I think that subject matter
has got a lot of potential,
1895
01:35:25,241 --> 01:35:27,547
the '90s and...
1896
01:35:28,635 --> 01:35:33,249
You are so beautiful,
you know that?
1897
01:35:39,124 --> 01:35:41,387
Oh... oh. No.
1898
01:35:41,648 --> 01:35:43,563
- What?
- Um...
1899
01:35:43,825 --> 01:35:45,000
What is it?
1900
01:35:45,696 --> 01:35:49,439
God, I'm so sorry, Johnny.
I'm sorry. I really like you.
1901
01:35:49,526 --> 01:35:50,701
I do.
1902
01:35:51,615 --> 01:35:53,269
I just...
1903
01:35:54,183 --> 01:35:57,229
You know,
it's a big step for me.
1904
01:35:57,316 --> 01:36:00,755
And I need to just,
you know, go at my pace.
1905
01:36:00,885 --> 01:36:03,018
Yeah. No, of course. My bad.
1906
01:36:05,237 --> 01:36:07,457
This is not easy for me either.
1907
01:36:08,371 --> 01:36:11,156
I'm a little out of practice,
I guess. So...
1908
01:36:15,682 --> 01:36:19,469
It's just,
I really like you, Eve.
1909
01:36:20,165 --> 01:36:22,167
And I was hoping that...
1910
01:36:26,911 --> 01:36:30,393
Anyway, I'll go check
on the grill.
1911
01:36:59,857 --> 01:37:02,251
Hey, Eve. How are you?
1912
01:37:02,686 --> 01:37:04,079
Hey, listen,
can I ask you a favor?
1913
01:37:04,731 --> 01:37:06,864
Are you okay?
Why are you whispering?
1914
01:37:07,125 --> 01:37:08,692
No, no, no, I'm fine.
Everything's fine.
1915
01:37:08,779 --> 01:37:12,043
I'm just...
I'm actually up by you.
1916
01:37:12,478 --> 01:37:17,005
Um, I... I came to stay,
uh, with a girlfriend, and...
1917
01:37:17,527 --> 01:37:19,355
and then she just told me
1918
01:37:19,442 --> 01:37:22,097
that her boyfriend is
coming up unexpectedly.
1919
01:37:22,271 --> 01:37:24,839
So I was just wondering
if maybe it'd be okay
1920
01:37:24,926 --> 01:37:27,667
if I just spent the night
at your place.
1921
01:37:28,016 --> 01:37:29,278
When? Tonight?
1922
01:37:29,452 --> 01:37:31,454
Yeah, like, like now.
1923
01:37:32,368 --> 01:37:35,327
Oh. Yeah, no, sure.
Come on over.
1924
01:37:35,675 --> 01:37:37,068
Okay, thanks. All right.
1925
01:37:37,155 --> 01:37:39,027
I'm just gonna call
an Uber, and I'll...
1926
01:37:39,114 --> 01:37:40,245
I'll see you soon.
1927
01:37:40,332 --> 01:37:41,377
Okay.
1928
01:37:41,681 --> 01:37:42,857
Thanks, Mags.
1929
01:38:05,836 --> 01:38:07,620
You look like you could use
a glass of wine.
1930
01:38:07,707 --> 01:38:09,753
Oh, God, yes, please.
1931
01:38:10,275 --> 01:38:12,756
Are you sure I'm not a bother?
1932
01:38:13,148 --> 01:38:16,673
Eve, don't be silly.
I'm happy to see you.
1933
01:38:17,717 --> 01:38:19,894
Where's Nick? Is he home?
1934
01:38:20,372 --> 01:38:21,547
Yeah, he is.
1935
01:38:21,634 --> 01:38:24,289
He just, um,
wasn't feeling well.
1936
01:38:24,376 --> 01:38:25,900
And he went up to bed already.
1937
01:38:25,987 --> 01:38:26,944
Oh.
1938
01:38:28,293 --> 01:38:31,514
You two are so lucky, you know?
Your relationship.
1939
01:38:32,471 --> 01:38:35,170
I always wished Scott and I
had something like you two.
1940
01:38:37,041 --> 01:38:40,262
Yeah. I mean...
1941
01:38:44,179 --> 01:38:47,443
You know what?
Today, I finished my book.
1942
01:38:47,922 --> 01:38:50,968
Wow. Oh! Is this it? Yep.
1943
01:38:51,490 --> 01:38:54,145
"Filling Station"
by Maggie Miller.
1944
01:38:56,191 --> 01:38:57,888
Your name looks so good
in print.
1945
01:39:00,195 --> 01:39:01,370
Wow.
1946
01:39:02,719 --> 01:39:05,113
Do you ever regret
keeping your maiden name?
1947
01:39:05,809 --> 01:39:06,984
No.
1948
01:39:08,290 --> 01:39:11,467
I mean, looking back, it was
actually the only good advice
1949
01:39:11,554 --> 01:39:12,685
Mom ever gave us.
1950
01:39:12,859 --> 01:39:14,339
Why would you say that?
1951
01:39:14,470 --> 01:39:16,211
Because we're both artists.
1952
01:39:16,559 --> 01:39:18,909
The work is ours.
We should own it.
1953
01:39:20,867 --> 01:39:22,043
Yeah, that was
one of the things
1954
01:39:22,130 --> 01:39:23,479
Scott always resented.
1955
01:39:23,827 --> 01:39:25,089
Oh, fuck him.
1956
01:39:25,568 --> 01:39:28,745
You're right. Fuck him.
1957
01:39:32,227 --> 01:39:35,099
Fuck him.
1958
01:39:39,408 --> 01:39:41,932
We had some
really great times here
1959
01:39:42,019 --> 01:39:43,716
over the years in this house.
1960
01:39:44,326 --> 01:39:45,675
Didn't we, Mags?
1961
01:39:46,589 --> 01:39:47,938
We sure did.
1962
01:39:50,985 --> 01:39:53,030
You know, when the kids
were little and...
1963
01:39:54,075 --> 01:39:56,120
Mom was still alive.
1964
01:39:57,165 --> 01:40:00,603
- Those were my favorite summers.
-They were good times.
1965
01:40:03,693 --> 01:40:05,912
God, it's so hard now,
isn't it?
1966
01:40:06,826 --> 01:40:08,350
Getting older...
1967
01:40:10,917 --> 01:40:14,573
be married, and kids leaving,
the whole thing.
1968
01:40:15,792 --> 01:40:16,836
Yeah.
1969
01:40:17,446 --> 01:40:18,577
It can be hard.
1970
01:40:20,057 --> 01:40:22,668
I mean, do you ever wish
that you could just go back
1971
01:40:22,755 --> 01:40:24,279
and do it all differently?
1972
01:40:25,019 --> 01:40:26,585
Just start all over again?
1973
01:40:28,413 --> 01:40:29,893
Sure, Eve.
1974
01:40:29,980 --> 01:40:32,026
I mean, I think everyone wishes
1975
01:40:32,113 --> 01:40:33,766
they could do that sometimes.
1976
01:40:34,593 --> 01:40:35,899
God, I just...
1977
01:40:36,291 --> 01:40:39,120
I get so mad at myself
because I just...
1978
01:40:40,773 --> 01:40:43,559
I just threw all those
years away, you know?
1979
01:40:46,475 --> 01:40:47,737
And I was... Oh, fuck,
1980
01:40:47,824 --> 01:40:49,608
I was actually fucking good,
you know?
1981
01:40:49,695 --> 01:40:52,089
And I just listened to him.
1982
01:40:54,570 --> 01:40:56,485
And I gave it all up.
1983
01:40:56,572 --> 01:40:58,052
I gave it all...
1984
01:40:59,879 --> 01:41:04,406
Like, all I was
good for was, like,
1985
01:41:04,493 --> 01:41:07,626
fucking pickups
and dinners and...
1986
01:41:10,281 --> 01:41:12,022
And I actually, you know,
1987
01:41:12,762 --> 01:41:14,851
I think I had
something to offer.
1988
01:41:15,504 --> 01:41:18,159
Oh, God, whatever.
It's...
1989
01:41:19,029 --> 01:41:22,380
It's so ridiculous.
1990
01:41:27,298 --> 01:41:29,953
Anyway, I'm gonna go to bed.
1991
01:41:30,345 --> 01:41:31,911
-You sure?
- So fucking tired, yeah.
1992
01:41:31,998 --> 01:41:34,436
Okay. Just take
one of the boys' rooms.
1993
01:41:34,523 --> 01:41:36,655
Okay. Thanks.
1994
01:41:36,916 --> 01:41:38,396
- Sleep well.
- Okay.
1995
01:41:51,714 --> 01:41:54,934
Uh, so I really wanted
to apologize for yesterday.
1996
01:41:55,109 --> 01:41:58,286
You know, I totally overreacted
1997
01:41:58,373 --> 01:42:00,592
and ruined what was
a really very nice time.
1998
01:42:00,853 --> 01:42:03,334
And I've been thinking
it'd be so great
1999
01:42:03,421 --> 01:42:05,162
to get together with your
sister Eve and her husband
2000
01:42:05,249 --> 01:42:07,860
and, you know,
get to know them too.
2001
01:42:07,947 --> 01:42:10,472
And maybe we could have dinner
in the city next weekend.
2002
01:42:10,907 --> 01:42:12,822
Or, you know,
maybe Maggie and Nick
2003
01:42:12,909 --> 01:42:14,389
could have them
to stay upstate,
2004
01:42:14,476 --> 01:42:16,739
and we could do a whole
family thing, you know?
2005
01:42:17,043 --> 01:42:18,871
Because I think
I think you said
2006
01:42:18,958 --> 01:42:20,917
that Tina hated your sisters
2007
01:42:21,091 --> 01:42:22,875
and that your sisters
hated Tina.
2008
01:42:22,962 --> 01:42:25,182
So perhaps they won't hate me,
and it could be really good.
2009
01:42:25,269 --> 01:42:26,575
What do you think?
2010
01:42:28,229 --> 01:42:30,013
Yeah, yeah, I think either
one of those situations
2011
01:42:30,144 --> 01:42:31,145
could be, you know...
2012
01:42:31,232 --> 01:42:32,363
Were you gonna tell me
2013
01:42:32,450 --> 01:42:34,539
that you got together
with Tina today?
2014
01:42:38,978 --> 01:42:42,852
Uh, you know what?
I... I wasn't.
2015
01:42:43,896 --> 01:42:46,464
Really? Why the fuck not?
2016
01:42:46,595 --> 01:42:49,337
Well, because, as evidenced
by how you're reacting now,
2017
01:42:49,424 --> 01:42:51,861
I figured it would
probably upset you.
2018
01:42:51,948 --> 01:42:55,169
Well, your not telling me
upsets me more.
2019
01:42:59,651 --> 01:43:01,000
So how was it?
2020
01:43:01,610 --> 01:43:03,177
It was nothing.
I mean, it was uneventful.
2021
01:43:03,568 --> 01:43:05,483
But how did you
even find out about it?
2022
01:43:05,570 --> 01:43:07,268
Because she called me
right afterwards.
2023
01:43:09,357 --> 01:43:11,272
Was the meeting her idea
or was it your idea?
2024
01:43:11,359 --> 01:43:12,490
No, it was her idea.
2025
01:43:12,577 --> 01:43:14,753
Look, she wanted
to get together to apologize
2026
01:43:14,840 --> 01:43:16,015
for her behavior
the other night,
2027
01:43:16,102 --> 01:43:17,582
and I wanted to get
my keys back
2028
01:43:17,669 --> 01:43:19,628
so that we wouldn't have
another situation like that.
2029
01:43:21,456 --> 01:43:23,109
Why didn't you just tell me?
2030
01:43:23,197 --> 01:43:27,157
Seriously? Because...
I mean, come on.
2031
01:43:27,549 --> 01:43:29,855
She's my ex-wife.
It's none of your business.
2032
01:43:30,073 --> 01:43:31,466
Are you fucking kidding me?
2033
01:43:33,381 --> 01:43:34,817
We're dating.
2034
01:43:35,296 --> 01:43:36,949
Of course
it's my fucking business.
2035
01:43:37,036 --> 01:43:39,038
Yeah, but she's my ex-wife.
2036
01:43:39,125 --> 01:43:41,084
I'm gonna have to deal with her
from time to time, right?
2037
01:43:41,171 --> 01:43:42,781
I mean, you've got
to understand that.
2038
01:43:42,868 --> 01:43:44,827
Do you not have to deal
with fucking Tom sometimes?
2039
01:43:44,914 --> 01:43:48,874
Yeah, I mean,
I just try not to.
2040
01:43:48,961 --> 01:43:50,441
Yeah, but I don't think
you owe it to me
2041
01:43:50,528 --> 01:43:52,443
to tell me when you do.
2042
01:43:54,140 --> 01:43:57,056
Right? And in my defense,
my breakup with Tina
2043
01:43:57,187 --> 01:43:59,015
is a little bit more recent,
right,
2044
01:43:59,407 --> 01:44:01,147
than your divorce with Tom.
2045
01:44:01,235 --> 01:44:02,497
Oh, what does that mean?
2046
01:44:02,627 --> 01:44:04,673
That means you've got to
give me a fucking break here.
2047
01:44:05,326 --> 01:44:08,198
This is new terrain for me,
okay? You know,
2048
01:44:08,329 --> 01:44:10,635
and I'm trying to figure it out.
I don't know the rules.
2049
01:44:10,722 --> 01:44:11,984
I don't know
the do's and don'ts.
2050
01:44:14,987 --> 01:44:16,902
Oh. Hey, you're still up?
2051
01:44:19,557 --> 01:44:20,906
How's she doing?
2052
01:44:22,212 --> 01:44:24,083
Well, not good.
2053
01:44:25,302 --> 01:44:28,000
I finished, uh, your book.
2054
01:44:28,871 --> 01:44:30,220
And?
2055
01:44:37,401 --> 01:44:39,534
Are you seeing
someone else, Maggie?
2056
01:44:39,708 --> 01:44:41,057
What? No.
2057
01:44:41,362 --> 01:44:42,841
Wait. No, wait.
2058
01:44:44,887 --> 01:44:46,062
Just listen.
2059
01:44:51,154 --> 01:44:54,505
Thirty-two years,
you've never been unfaithful?
2060
01:44:56,725 --> 01:44:57,856
Nick.
2061
01:45:07,910 --> 01:45:09,303
I'm going to sleep.
2062
01:45:14,264 --> 01:45:17,528
For what it's worth,
the book is great.
2063
01:45:21,097 --> 01:45:22,968
Probably your best one ever.
2064
01:45:23,795 --> 01:45:27,582
So... good job there.
2065
01:45:36,068 --> 01:45:39,158
You know she only wants
to get back together with you
2066
01:45:39,245 --> 01:45:41,900
because you're with me now.
You know that, right?
2067
01:45:42,553 --> 01:45:43,859
She just sees that you're not
2068
01:45:43,946 --> 01:45:45,382
hanging around
waiting for her anymore,
2069
01:45:45,469 --> 01:45:47,950
and she wants to see
if she can get you back.
2070
01:45:48,777 --> 01:45:50,431
Well, it doesn't matter
what she thinks
2071
01:45:50,518 --> 01:45:52,128
or what she feels, okay?
2072
01:45:52,737 --> 01:45:54,565
What matters is what I think
and what I feel.
2073
01:45:54,652 --> 01:45:56,262
And I don't want
to be back with her.
2074
01:45:56,524 --> 01:45:58,526
Okay? I want to be with you.
2075
01:46:02,007 --> 01:46:04,270
But why'd you go up there
in the first place?
2076
01:46:10,015 --> 01:46:12,061
No, I don't know.
2077
01:46:12,496 --> 01:46:15,194
I mean, look,
we were married for 15 years.
2078
01:46:15,412 --> 01:46:17,719
So was there a moment
where maybe...
2079
01:46:18,589 --> 01:46:21,070
a moment of weakness
or insecurity
2080
01:46:21,157 --> 01:46:22,419
where I thought...
2081
01:46:24,813 --> 01:46:27,903
where I thought
maybe I did want to see
2082
01:46:27,990 --> 01:46:30,427
if there was anything,
I don't know...
2083
01:46:31,950 --> 01:46:34,953
that we could maybe get back
together? I don't know.
2084
01:46:36,868 --> 01:46:38,348
I didn't think
you'd actually say yes.
2085
01:46:40,742 --> 01:46:42,744
Is it too early? Champagne?
2086
01:46:43,745 --> 01:46:45,660
I'm here, right?
2087
01:46:45,964 --> 01:46:48,010
- To us.
- To us.
2088
01:46:51,883 --> 01:46:55,191
So look,
before this goes any further,
2089
01:46:55,887 --> 01:46:57,541
what do you...
what do you want from this?
2090
01:46:57,759 --> 01:46:58,934
What do you mean?
2091
01:46:59,021 --> 01:47:00,805
Well, what's your hope
for where this leads?
2092
01:47:00,892 --> 01:47:02,807
I mean, is this about us
trying to reconcile?
2093
01:47:02,894 --> 01:47:04,679
Are we just up here to fuck?
2094
01:47:04,766 --> 01:47:09,597
Or are you looking to put
an end to me and Renee, maybe?
2095
01:47:11,468 --> 01:47:12,469
All three.
2096
01:47:15,037 --> 01:47:17,648
Look, Renee, I apologize.
Okay?
2097
01:47:17,909 --> 01:47:19,998
I know I fucked up,
but I do not...
2098
01:47:20,695 --> 01:47:23,045
I do not want to be
back together with her.
2099
01:47:23,654 --> 01:47:25,569
I want to be here with you.
2100
01:47:29,399 --> 01:47:31,227
You know,
I worked really hard
2101
01:47:32,010 --> 01:47:34,926
to be in a good place.
2102
01:47:37,407 --> 01:47:41,890
For so many years,
I juggled being a mother
2103
01:47:42,194 --> 01:47:44,327
with having
a super demanding job
2104
01:47:44,675 --> 01:47:46,634
and this awful husband.
2105
01:47:48,070 --> 01:47:49,985
And I got out
of the shitty marriage.
2106
01:47:50,246 --> 01:47:52,074
But it's cool
because my kids are great.
2107
01:47:52,422 --> 01:47:55,904
And I love... I love what I do.
2108
01:47:58,646 --> 01:48:02,388
But I think what I want now...
2109
01:48:03,477 --> 01:48:05,391
and what I deserve...
2110
01:48:07,481 --> 01:48:09,483
...is to have a good time.
2111
01:48:12,442 --> 01:48:14,705
Not to be
in a complicated relationship,
2112
01:48:16,098 --> 01:48:18,274
or, more accurately,
a messy one.
2113
01:48:23,061 --> 01:48:24,933
I really like you.
2114
01:48:27,892 --> 01:48:29,198
But?
2115
01:48:29,894 --> 01:48:31,548
Yeah. I'm sorry, Andy.
2116
01:49:04,276 --> 01:49:06,278
Thank you for letting me
crash last night.
2117
01:49:06,452 --> 01:49:08,106
Of course.
Are you gonna be okay?
2118
01:49:08,803 --> 01:49:11,806
Yeah. Yeah, I'm gonna be okay.
2119
01:49:15,461 --> 01:49:18,508
- What about you?
- Eh...
2120
01:49:22,077 --> 01:49:24,732
Oh.
2121
01:49:28,300 --> 01:49:29,911
- Bye.
- Bye.
2122
01:49:48,146 --> 01:49:49,278
Nick?
2123
01:49:50,714 --> 01:49:52,063
I'm back.
2124
01:49:54,979 --> 01:49:56,154
Nick?
2125
01:52:18,209 --> 01:52:20,342
♪ Oh, oh
2126
01:52:20,864 --> 01:52:23,301
♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh,
Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
2127
01:52:23,475 --> 01:52:26,696
♪ Oh, oh ♪
2128
01:52:26,914 --> 01:52:29,743
♪ You turned out the light ♪
2129
01:52:30,091 --> 01:52:32,528
♪ Blew out my candle ♪
2130
01:52:32,876 --> 01:52:35,400
♪ I was on the road,
I was on the road ♪
2131
01:52:35,618 --> 01:52:38,055
♪ I was a lot to handle ♪
2132
01:52:38,229 --> 01:52:40,362
♪ Like the irony ♪
2133
01:52:40,579 --> 01:52:42,886
♪ Of you calling me ♪
2134
01:52:43,147 --> 01:52:45,497
♪ A showstopper ♪
2135
01:52:46,281 --> 01:52:48,762
♪ You said my life at 34
2136
01:52:48,849 --> 01:52:51,634
♪ Had so much more to offer ♪
2137
01:52:54,115 --> 01:52:56,813
♪ Oh, oh,
You tried to change me ♪
2138
01:52:56,944 --> 01:52:59,381
♪ Oh, oh,
Did it drive you crazy? ♪
2139
01:52:59,468 --> 01:53:03,428
♪ You were always there
To steer me wrong ♪
2140
01:53:03,994 --> 01:53:08,607
♪ Lend a hand to make me
Everything you are ♪
2141
01:53:08,956 --> 01:53:13,699
♪ You're gonna miss the girl
You know I never was ♪
2142
01:53:14,396 --> 01:53:19,183
♪ She's gone
2143
01:53:19,618 --> 01:53:20,968
♪ I'm shining on ♪
2144
01:53:21,055 --> 01:53:23,709
♪ Shine on like a diamond ♪
2145
01:53:23,797 --> 01:53:26,234
♪ Shine on like a star ♪
2146
01:53:26,321 --> 01:53:28,889
♪ Shine on like a fire ♪
2147
01:53:28,976 --> 01:53:31,630
♪ I found a light In my heart ♪
2148
01:53:31,717 --> 01:53:34,459
♪ Shine on like a diamond ♪
2149
01:53:34,546 --> 01:53:37,114
♪ Shine on like a star ♪
2150
01:53:37,201 --> 01:53:42,337
♪ Shine on like I finally
Found a light in my heart ♪
2151
01:53:42,424 --> 01:53:45,035
♪ Shine on like a diamond ♪
2152
01:53:45,122 --> 01:53:47,864
♪ Shine on like a star ♪
2153
01:53:47,951 --> 01:53:52,869
♪ Shine on like I finally
Found a light in my heart ♪
2154
01:53:52,956 --> 01:53:55,785
♪ Shine on,
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
2155
01:53:55,872 --> 01:53:58,483
♪ Shine on,
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
2156
01:53:58,570 --> 01:54:01,530
♪ Shine on, oh, oh ♪
2157
01:54:01,617 --> 01:54:03,793
♪ Light in my heart ♪
2158
01:54:03,880 --> 01:54:06,491
♪ Shine on,
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
2159
01:54:06,578 --> 01:54:09,016
♪ Shine on, oh, oh ♪
2160
01:54:09,103 --> 01:54:12,541
♪ Shine on, oh, oh ♪
2161
01:54:12,628 --> 01:54:16,458
♪ Light in my heart ♪
2162
01:54:23,160 --> 01:54:26,294
♪ I said I wouldn't
Hold on to your love ♪
2163
01:54:26,381 --> 01:54:27,556
♪ No, it's fleeting ♪
2164
01:54:27,643 --> 01:54:29,558
♪ When time ties my hands up ♪
2165
01:54:29,645 --> 01:54:31,995
♪ I can't leave it in the past ♪
2166
01:54:32,256 --> 01:54:35,607
♪ It is too classic
To throw away ♪
2167
01:54:36,478 --> 01:54:38,915
♪ So let the hands take apart
2168
01:54:39,046 --> 01:54:41,222
♪ I'm feeling them leaving ♪
2169
01:54:41,309 --> 01:54:43,398
♪ It feels not quite its force ♪
2170
01:54:43,485 --> 01:54:46,575
♪ I'm still here until my
Ears write what appears ♪
2171
01:54:46,662 --> 01:54:49,273
♪ Not what I say ♪
2172
01:54:49,534 --> 01:54:53,190
♪ Oh, and I've been
Looking back on our faces ♪
2173
01:54:53,277 --> 01:54:55,453
♪ Smiling like we're good ♪
2174
01:54:55,540 --> 01:54:57,064
♪ Question this wisdom
If I want to ♪
2175
01:54:57,368 --> 01:54:58,892
♪ If I should ♪
2176
01:54:58,979 --> 01:55:00,458
♪ I'm losing control ♪
2177
01:55:00,545 --> 01:55:02,069
♪ I want to hold on to it all ♪
2178
01:55:02,156 --> 01:55:04,854
♪ But I don't even know
If I should ♪
2179
01:55:04,941 --> 01:55:08,031
♪ Oh, fading memories ♪
2180
01:55:08,118 --> 01:55:12,470
♪ That your brain can
Feel them dying ♪
2181
01:55:12,557 --> 01:55:15,082
♪ Going back
I know there's no going back ♪
2182
01:55:15,169 --> 01:55:17,084
♪ But still the test ♪
2183
01:55:17,171 --> 01:55:18,737
♪ Can't break out of the past ♪
2184
01:55:18,824 --> 01:55:20,522
♪ It's raining ♪
2185
01:55:20,609 --> 01:55:24,091
♪ Every drop is saying ♪
2186
01:55:24,178 --> 01:55:26,180
♪ Don't stop trying ♪
2187
01:55:26,267 --> 01:55:27,485
♪ Going back ♪
2188
01:55:27,572 --> 01:55:28,878
♪ I know there's no going back ♪
2189
01:55:28,965 --> 01:55:30,836
♪ But still the test ♪
2190
01:55:30,924 --> 01:55:34,536
♪ Can't break
Out of the past now ♪
2191
01:55:34,797 --> 01:55:38,192
♪ Baby, tell me
Was it ever really love? ♪
2192
01:55:38,279 --> 01:55:39,933
♪ 'Cause your yelling's
Now just noise ♪
2193
01:55:40,020 --> 01:55:41,673
♪ Can't be the voice ♪
2194
01:55:41,760 --> 01:55:44,720
♪ From when we met ♪
2195
01:55:44,807 --> 01:55:47,723
♪ Now, I forget
How did this happen? ♪
2196
01:55:47,810 --> 01:55:51,292
♪ We went from lovers
To loving a mad reaction ♪
2197
01:55:51,379 --> 01:55:52,815
♪ I was suffering, smothering ♪
2198
01:55:52,902 --> 01:55:54,077
♪ Now like in the past ♪
2199
01:55:54,164 --> 01:55:57,863
♪ And I have to be on my way ♪
2200
01:55:58,952 --> 01:56:00,562
♪ And I've been
2201
01:56:00,649 --> 01:56:01,737
♪ Looking back on our faces ♪
2202
01:56:01,824 --> 01:56:03,913
♪ Smiling when we could ♪
2203
01:56:04,044 --> 01:56:07,134
♪ Feel like I'm erasing
Everything that's done ♪
2204
01:56:07,264 --> 01:56:08,962
♪ I'm losing control ♪
2205
01:56:09,049 --> 01:56:10,528
♪ Still want to
Hold on to it all ♪
2206
01:56:10,615 --> 01:56:13,705
♪ But I don't even know
If I should ♪
2207
01:56:13,792 --> 01:56:16,578
♪ Fading memories ♪
2208
01:56:16,665 --> 01:56:20,712
♪ That your brain can
Feel them dying ♪
2209
01:56:20,799 --> 01:56:22,105
♪ Going back ♪
2210
01:56:22,192 --> 01:56:23,628
♪ I know there's no going back ♪
2211
01:56:23,715 --> 01:56:25,717
♪ But still the test ♪
2212
01:56:25,804 --> 01:56:27,328
♪ Can't break out of the past ♪
2213
01:56:27,415 --> 01:56:29,373
♪ It's raining ♪
2214
01:56:29,460 --> 01:56:32,637
♪ Every drop is saying ♪
2215
01:56:32,724 --> 01:56:35,684
♪ Don't stop trying
Going back ♪
2216
01:56:35,814 --> 01:56:37,381
♪ I know there's no going back ♪
2217
01:56:37,555 --> 01:56:39,383
♪ But still the test ♪
2218
01:56:39,470 --> 01:56:43,213
♪ Can't break out
Of the test now ♪
2219
01:56:46,869 --> 01:56:49,915
♪ No going back
2220
01:56:50,177 --> 01:56:53,876
♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
2221
01:56:54,485 --> 01:56:56,922
♪ Yeah, yeah
2222
01:56:57,532 --> 01:57:00,448
♪ Going back
2223
01:57:00,665 --> 01:57:03,799
♪ I'm not going back ♪
2224
01:57:04,147 --> 01:57:08,021
♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪